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2010-02-07T00:00:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 6TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY!

been thru so much thick and thin with you,

I love you as always, ♥♥♥♥♥♥

2010-01-25T17:43:00.001+08:00

HAI :)

2010-01-02T23:36:00.001+08:00

1 more day till your return,

Yay! its only like 7 more hours till deardear land on Singapore! :D

missdieyou, hehehehe,

our 5th month is coming baby! :D

2010-01-01T23:40:00.001+08:00

2 more days till your return,

^^ caught Sherlock Holmes today with friends =D

too bad didnt watch Avatar, so many movies sold out today, =\

maybe its just bcos of New Year. hmmmmmmm..

yay, dear is coming back soon! tomorrow flight at 12.30am! :D

miss you so much silly, come back and surprise me with your stories! :D

quick quick quick!!

2009-12-31T23:18:00.002+08:00

3 more days till your return,

10k sgd worth of ppcs :O

hmmm, kinda disappointed and sad,

really got no mood t blog ._.

i'll just end off here :)

2 more days! :D

I miss you badly :(

Happy New Year everyone!

2009-12-30T21:57:00.005+08:00

4 more days till your return,

this is what I wrote on dear's present xD

hmmm, woke up early but had nth t do, surfed around..

but in th end also nth t do. so went t sleep lol.

gosh, tomorrow is already New Year's eve, and almost everyone is going for a countdown =o

but I think i'm going t be alone at home using com :D LOL.

Its nth special I guess? Its only a countdown ._.

hmmmm, still waiting fr frens t be free and catch a movie with me =="

ytd video call thru Skype with dear :D

hehe, miss you loads miens.

4 more days! half of th 8 days are gone :D

A new year is coming.. hmmm..

wonder what surprises are in fr th new year?

Havent been going out for a very very long time alr! =(

Been having weird dreams nowadays too.

Like playing basketball, wth -_-"

2009-12-29T22:24:00.000+08:00

5 more days till your return,

nice, woke up at 6pm today, but went back t sleep.

then finally woke at 8.30pm lol.

how boring, 2010 is coming this friday, how weird o.o

hmmm, this year seems t be so fast, or is it just me lol.

just damn bored lah, everyday L4D2 only ._.

Thought tomorrow can watch Avatar with frens,

but dont think they can make it -.-

dammit.

5 more days lea dear =(

I miss you so much, bored until this extend,

can you come back soon T_T

Miss you like crazy miens D:

wonder whats wrong with life nowadays, everyone feels so boring.

hmmmm.. maybe th world is really ending :D

2009-12-28T18:25:00.005+08:00

6 more days till your return,

wow, woke up at 5.30pm today!

getting later and later everyday lols,

blogging now, as I really gt nth t do, =(

eating my lunch and typing nw =P

maybe shall go fr a movie with my friends soon :)

I want t catch Avatar! =[

but dear has alr watched it.

hmmm, shall see about that again.

Singapore is really really boring ._."!

I miss you!

6 more days.. this really sucks =\

time please quickly passssssss! ):

2009-12-27T00:30:00.006+08:00

7 more days till your return,

woke at 4pm today.

totally bored, it hasn't been nice! miss you so much =\

probably going parkway tmr to walk around.

been L4D2-ing the whole day, woke at 4pm, and now its like 12.32am,

another day has just passed!

December seems t pass very pass o.o

2010 is coming, a new year.

wonder whats in for th new year? hmmm..

Just awaiting for my dearest t come back t Singapore!

th feeling sucks lol.

without her around =(

i thought 8 days would pass really fast, but right now I'm alr starting t feel so miserable :[

Shall go L4D2 again and sleep early :)

I hope you're having loads of fun over there! :]

2009-12-26T04:39:00.003+08:00

8 more days till your return,

im so missing you alr.

I just freaking found out I cant be playing games t kill my time,

I seriously dont know what t do t pass these days until Jan 3rd for your return ):

But I hope you're having fun dear! =]

Hope you wont find my voice clips so lousy! Hahahehauheahe :)

[RMB DONT PLAY CHEAT AND LISTEN ALL!]

Oh if you somehow managed t get internet access and read this!

please tag ok dear!? :(

Its really different without you. =\

Shall go L4D2 another round before I sleep!

Will update again tomorrow :)

Or maybe even later :D

O lvls over@!!!!!!

2009-11-13T00:47:00.004+08:00

10/10/09

went teppan t eat with dear! :D
thats all :x
oh, got my new starhub sim card plan and phone on sunday, ty mummy! :D

Stupid dear spammed me msges lol D:

11/10/09

Yay, O lvls are finally over!
lots of freeeeee time! :D
Str8 away after Mcq paper, dear came and fetched yy and me t
my hairstylist th shop t dye hair! :)
hmmm, had a hard time choosing colour,
in th end hairstylist chose fr us lol :O
dyed from 6pm until 8-9pm -.- damn longgggg siaa.
but very cheap! hahahaha, one person less than $60! :)
after that yw came, then yy and yw went off first while waiting dear t finish highlighting her hair!
finished everything about 9pm+ i think?
then went T1 t eat dinner! damn hungry.
went imperial treasure chinese restaurant t eat :)
ordered some xiao long paos, and fried rice..
after eating, sent dear home and met th rest of my friends :)
bus-ed around and took some pictures, haha :D
then took bus home about 12am+! :)

12/10/09
woke up early in th morning and went t fetch dear t her cousin's hse.
took blogshop stuffs we ordered.
kinda disappointed, but nvm..
slept awhile and about 2pm+ we took mrt t bishan :)
bought th movie "2012" tickets, then we went t eat pepper lunch at foodcourt :D
yumyum. then went fr movie~
th movie is damn long.. i dont really like th movie lea,
i kept falling asleep while watching -.-
but still nt bad bah :D
after movie, mrt-ed back t kembangan,
ate dinner and went dear's hse awhile :)
about 11pm+ left dear's hse and met ts,
passed him DS and went home :D

Falling sick sia, dammit -.-

2009-10-22T00:02:00.007+08:00

havent been blogging since th day before my bday!
my bday was of course, wonderful :)
thanks baby fr everything :D
thanks everyone fr those who remembered and wishes too!
Some pics of wad dear made me :) so touched!
It says ;
'生日快乐
I ♥ U :)
Star Love Gab ♥'

O lvls starts tmr! Practical! D:
Not very prepared fr physics and POA.. =\
Went t school today and cleared some doubts abt poa,
but still not enough..
after that went home with baby, slept till 6pm++, too tired..
woke up, bathed, ts came t my hse and they pei me t cut my hair..
so short nw, but nvm :)
After that bella came and we ate at kopitiam,
then th 2 girls went home :)

Oh ya.. happy birthday Qiao lin! (19th Oct)
candid by kelvin.. dunno wad he was doing, but was kinda nice.. lol. (I am rubbing my eyes?)

Went t eat zhi cha on tat day, after that went safra t play pool.

Thats all bah, so scared nw.. I want t do well..
Will update again after O lvls? I guess :)
Goodluck everyone (:

灿烂的happiness全give你!

Your surroundings and my jealousy

2009-10-05T01:06:00.008+08:00

Hi! Stupid hippo girlfriend asked me t blog nw ):
idiot, wanted t sleep alr!
Saturday and Sunday were great!
Plenty of meaningful and quality time spent :D
Will update more on th 6th (:
Our 2nd is coming! :D so happy!

PS: lovedieyou, LimXinLe ♥

2009-09-07T00:00:00.002+08:00

Busy these few days! No time t blog :( Draft on 7/9/09 but posted on 08/09/09 (:

Just came back and finished tuition, stayed at dear's house on monday! :)
Firstly,
HAPPY 1ST MONTH ANNI DEAR! :D

hehehehehe,
thanks fr everything darling! :D
thanks alot lah, 1st month u can play until frget! you good!
2nd month i sure frget! ;x
You know, all these things im doing,
people may say im silly, or stupid or wadever, waste money,
but, you know, i always follow my own heart!
i feel that it worth it! :)
Thanks alot fr always being there fr me too, when i have been down..
Thanks fr always making me so crazy with you when going out,
i love your craziness, silliness and clumsiness! hahahah!
always eat with me will *AHEMAHEM*! hahahhaha~ :P
Altho 1 month is not very long, but t me, its th time spent tgt that is impt,
th times i've spent with you are wonderful! silly girl (:
but why care how many months?
we still have many many more months and years t go :D
hehe,
altho i've said this t you b4, but i still wna say it agn,
I may nt provide th best, give th best, look th best, smell th best, hear th best, say th best, feel? th best, understand th best, but, one thing you must always know,
Whatever I do fr you, I'm doing my best! :)
Thanks fr all th happy moments silly dear (x
LOVEDIEYOU!
You're th best girlf! ♥

2009-08-30T23:19:00.008+08:00

opps! kinda late updating x.x

27th August 2009;

My Hair Is Screwed. -.-
After school, went t dear's house,
parents invited me fr dinner, no choice but t accept :O
Went t somewhere around siglap area, I was still sch u!
went t eat at a bistro or something? food was good! :)
ate until i wanted t vomit -.- but its worth it ;x
after that, rent some dvds and went dear's house t watch ;x
homed at 11pm (:

28th August 2009! Dear's Birthday(:

Was kinda sad in school, but its over bah. (: I'm sorry.
After poa exam, went home and rushed out t meet dear!
cabbed t dear's house first and wait fr her t prepare!
then cabbed t Singapore Indoor Stadium, planned t bring deardear t a french bistro =o
but it was fully booked :( th place was epic, romantic, perfect lol.
but booked :( walked around Singapore Indoor Stadium~
saw a beautiful bridge and dear was so excited about walking across it lols!
hmmmmm, it was nice ;x hehe.
after that, dear wanted t eat seafood =o so, booked 2 seats at a restaurant called Jumbo :)
booked le, then we walked t kallang leisure park, been ages since I went there xD
dear wanted t watch movie, so yeah, birthday girl shuo le suan le,
so went t th cinema and bought 2 Final Destination 4 tickets :D
after buying tickets, walked around, came across my favourite soft toy shop!
deardear saw a big big huge stitch! so we went in :)
bought th stitch fr dear but left at th shop first.
walked back t th seafood restaurant and started ordering food!
damn hungry D:
food was really nice! missed seafood!
left th restaurant feeling bloated, walked back t kallang leisure park,
along th way, lamed and joked with deardear xD hehs.
went back t th shop and deardear came out hugging th stitch xD
while me, with a bag, it was her mum's bday present, her mum's bday was like 29th of August, which was like 1 day aft dear's bday :O
deardear was so high and went crazy abt th stitch ;x hehes.
love t see you happy silly girl! :D
walked around, and settled down t eat Yogurt! dear's fav~~
After that, slacked at some machine t kill time! cos movie was like at 11.15pm D:
11.15pm came and went up fr movie, th movie is dam lame la! and graphic not so very nice? :\
its just disgusting only lols.
After movie, cabbed back t dear's house t slack awhile b4 gg home,
but guessed wad? her mum allowed me t stay over! LOLS! :D
dear was like so happy la!
At night, slept in living room on mattressssss with deardear (:
Hope you enjoyed your day silly! <3>

29th August 2009!
Woke up, just t find bonbon waking up and running around, licking me! D:
stupid dog! ;x
brushed teeth, and prepared t leave dear's house!
cos she gt tuition in th morning, and i was supposed t go home!
but dear skipped tut and pei me! hehehehe (:
went paya lebar t have breakfast with dear!
Ate Astons' -.=
so weird eating that in th morning ~.~
Dear had like only 1.5h outside with me, then she needed t go home :(
about 12.30pm, dear went home and I went T1 (:
Went t T1's Topman t buy clothes, then bused back t Ngee Ann there t find yy~
Slacked awhile with him then walked home ^^
Spent my day audi-ing D: while dear was outside with her family and cousins celebrating :)

30th August 2009!
woke up again, feeling so worried! deardear told me she gt fever :(
better recover asap okeh!
Went t dear's house at like 2pm and slacked there,
walked with dear t kembangan's mrt station t buy bubbletea fr her cousins o.o
it was like raining! so mafan -.-
on th way back t dear's house, saw her parents driving past, but they didnt pick us up!
her father continued driving T_T
reached her house, sit down in living with her cousins and watched bride wars (:
Aft watching, went t AMK, dear needed t go her grandma hse!
went t amk hub first t shop fr her wedding dinner clothes, then she went back up t her ahma's hse fr dinner while i waited below.
Dear eat finished le, then followed me t eat dinner at amk hub.
after eating, walked around, slacked at some nearby place and talked alot~
Talked until made her parents waited so long fr us, cos they want go home alr D:
then Dear's father drived me home! hehehe, ty uncle :)
Hope you enjoyed everyday deardear! :D

I noticed as I typed all these, alot of dear and her ;x
alot of pink words! omg!

Acceptance; (:

2009-08-28T00:00:00.000+08:00

HAPPY SWEET 14TH BIRTHDAY DEAR! :D
must be more understanding and caring okeh! ;x
Shall update tomorrow night or saturday :)

It will be, an unforgettable one.

Hmmmmmmmmmmmm

2009-08-23T23:06:00.002+08:00

Friday, 21st August 2009!
Maths and SS paper was fucked up lol. --
Sian..
After exam, went home straight,
waited fr baby t finish eating berrylite with her friend D:
prepared, cabbed t Parkway Parade, picked baby and nat up,
dropped nat at tanah merah mrt, cabbed baby home (:
played audi at baby's house, while waiting fr her mum t come home t give her money t go out D:
waited until 8pm, win lor! in th end i fell asleep D:
Took money le, went opposite Roxy Square!
Ate at Aston's :)
so nice miens! hehehehe, I want t go agn next time!
Aft that, went back t baby's house and slacked,
slacked until fell asleep again. -.- about 11.30pm,
got woken up and went home :D

Saturday! 22nd August 2009
Woke up, feeling so bored --
afternoon went out with YY at about 3pm+
chiong-ed t TM fr movie! G.I Joe @ 4.10pm! (:
Finished movie, slacked awhile around TM,
supposed t study at Tmart's mac with classmates,
but couldnt, went t find baby at Orchard; Wisma :(
so far, taxi fare so ex! D:
Went t buy some shirt at Cotton On, while baby changed her shorts' size(Ahem)!
Hmmm, after that walked t Taka, wanted t have dinner over there,
but alot of them were closed!
So hmmm, suggested t go Airport's T3! :)
baby was like so happy? :D
reached T3, baby brought me t eat popeyes o.o
After eating, walked around, laughed like some crazy ppl,
and finally, cabbed baby home :)

So she bu de t leave your side D:
Silly girl (x

2009-08-15T17:55:00.008+08:00

Ah, boring saturday, and i tio running nose from dear :(
stupid you >:(
you better get well! and eat ur medi! stupid tiki girl,
ask you eat medi you dont want listen!
Supposed t go out with dear today, t buy her present and shop around~
but last min cant agn! D: nvm :)
Studied and Audi-ed in th afternoon, now waiting fr dinner :o
Just nw took temp and it was like 37.6? omg.. I dont want t get sick sia.
Next wk gt Prelims and Eng oral alr! ._.
Oh yes, yesterday came home and wanted t rest, but dear want me find her!
so ya nor~ went t her house first,
bonbon keep licking my toe and hands lols.
stupid dog ;x
Asked deardear cook fr me but she lazy like hell! hai me so hungry :(
About 5pm, left and went t mama shop t buy stuffs D:
then went t CC t eat! like finally.
Then go walkwalk~ sit at staircase~ play psp~
Nightfall le, needed t go home, but deardear asked permission from her parents,
if she could bring me t her house anot, and surprisingly, yes! LOL. So ps la!
so yeah, slacked at dear's house until 11pm then cabbed home :)

Doc Again.

2009-08-13T11:54:00.003+08:00

Hello! Just returned home from seeing a doctor again,
another 2 days mc, but nonono, I must goto sch tmr :(
Hais, woke up feeling really sad today. And this is fr you,
I will bloody prove it t you that I will do well in O's!
Just wait and see :)
Poor baby suffering inside RTC now D:
stupid DMs love t pick on th slightest things and make a big fuss about it ._.
Gna study & write baby's letter, later in th afternoon :)
Guess I shall go nap now, drowsy effect taking place from medicine -.-

Hope I can see baby later, somehow :(

2009-08-10T21:34:00.005+08:00

Today suppoed t goto isabella's hse with dear,
but last min cant =\
nvm :D played played com until 3pm+ and went out
t meet ts, did some work(!) :)
Suppposed t go amk t find dear agn~
but last min cant agn =[ its okay, seeeeeing dear tmr! hehehe :D
Aft that, went t east point t eat dinner at Niwa Sushi,
then walked walked around and homed.
Boring, nth t do, no motivation, but still, i have t do it!
10 more days t prelims! :(
jiayou peeps! :)
Nothing much t blog abt today, totally wasted holiday.
Back t sch tmr, siansation! :(
I've still nt done Maths P2! HOW!? :/

Missing that silly girl who has yet t come home t call me D:
[EDIT!]
HAHA! speak of th ~~devil~~ angel! She just called! ;x

2009-08-08T22:54:00.008+08:00

Friday, August 7! A very special day (:
Didnt goto school on friday D;
but woke around 7-8am! deardear & her friend, isabella came t find me.
they played com while i slept lols :D
im damn tired of doing all those d&t ~.~
Aft that, went out about 3-4pm plus t find yy and yw~
slack awhile, yw went back t sch and yy homed~
then th 3 of us went bugis!
damn hungry, ate atttt sakae sushi! :)
long time didnt eat alr!
but im sian of jap food nowadays D:
aft that, went t buy dear's shorts at street.
walk walk here and there, went t iluma's berrylite t have yogurt!
dear introduce de sure nice ;x hehes.
then after that.. umm, think went t bella's hse t slack? :)
her dog is cute too, keep staring at me ~.~ like as if he want smt -.-
But bonbon is cuter! :D
after slacking, went back t tampines t find ts.
gna stay at his hse till next morning :)
4 of us slacked awhile, then bella and ts cabbed home,
while dear came t my hse slack awhile, slack until sleep! how could you! si pig! ;x
okayyyyyy, i fell asleep too, damn tiring! ;x
luckily grandfather woke us up. if not.. think we'll sleep until next morning ~.~
sent deardear home and i went ts's hse t sleeeep! :) super shag!

Saturday, Aug 8th!
Slept like a pig today, woke up and went home~
then played audi and pei deardear sms, all dat~
one whole day! :O
afternoon went out t slack with ts.
then ate dinner at east point, then went home!
tmr gg out with parents, dunno where they bringing me! D:
45mins more t National Day! :D
Ciaos ~ ;)

Hello (:

2009-08-07T12:28:00.004+08:00

Hello :D
i being a nice person is helping this noob ass to blog.
While he just sit there and lie on th stupid bed make me blog for him.
How nice of him, hmm. Yes, i'm bored. And i got nth else to say.
Well enough of ranting i shall end this wonderful post. (:

Loves,
xinle

P.s : gabb you are still noob. ;x

2009-08-02T22:27:00.003+08:00

SATURDAY! Aug 1st!
Boring in th morning, had tuition!
did th stupid maths test, (I know play cheat, but at least i did!) (:
after tut, supposed t go out find tat silly girl, xinle.
but she went out with her gfs! ;( so emoed at home.
afternoon about 4+, went downstairs/nearby.
met ts, yy and yw.
slack around blocks.
den aft tat went yy's hse t play audi fr awhile.
then silly came t find me!
slack slack, talk talk and walked walked around.
went up t my hse t change and brought out psp (:
silly wanted t play DjMax ~ lols! so long didnt play alr.
cabbed t silly's hse and slack =o
about 11.45pm then started walking and waiting fr cab while she went home (:
A saturday just passed, just like that :(

Sunday, Aug 2!
had tut agn, cousins came t my hse. so boring -.-
afternoon ts came t meet me, met yy awhile,
den yy went home fr tut. ts and i went simei t continue th maths test thingy :\
hard t do lor, dammit.
wanted t meet silly, but cannot ;(
hmmmmmm, did maths until 10pm, den here i am at home blogging (:
a sunday just passed like that! knn so fast!
Prelims coming! ~_~ :(

love always, now & then (:

2009-07-29T21:54:00.003+08:00

Someone demand a post :(
sobs, and threatened t nt talk t me if i dont post!
hmmmm, school as usual today, didnt really fall asleep!
miracle :)
nothing special with lessons today :\
very boring leh! 3 months faster pass lea :(
den gt total freedom from studies!
Aft sch gt D&T as usual, sian =\
so stressed about my D&T lah, so much t do. ~.~
dunno can do finish anot, still need study fr prelims. zzzzz !
miss that chou ren lah! dunnooooooo must wait how long then can see her agn!
kns ;(
Always come home so late, very sian nor..
So stressed about so many things, dammit,
wish everything will go fine!

So you think you peng wei about me, you changed things?
Know your fucking limits tyvm.

I miss you, you, you & only you! :(

2009-07-28T23:39:00.002+08:00

Well, think i shld blog again (:
just felt like it lols.
above is an overdued picture,
taken in sci lab ytd (:

today, mainly rest at home, i wasnt feeling too well in sch.
so went home, see doctor and rest (:
slept until like about 5-6plus? then prepared t go out t meeet
chou ren. wanted t meet teng sian first but, it was too late fr him.
went t mrt station and waited fr chou ren! den we went simei t meet tengsian!
reached east point and waited fr about half an hour? waited fr tengsian and chou ren's blogshop person thingy t arrive t pass some things.
chatted awhile at a block, then tengsian went home (:
wanted t dine at east point but theres like nth t eat -.-
so went t kembangan, hoping t find something t eat =o
old chang kee caught my attention, den i jus bought lols, while chou ren bought bubbletea ;O
walked walked walked, walked until chou ren's house, somehow. then did some homework with chou ren anddddd i wentttt homeeeeeee (:

bonbon have cute lil eyes ;) but he's a pig, just like his owner xD

2009-07-26T23:43:00.006+08:00

Timeeeeeeeee t updateeeeeeeeeeeee
I am updating,
I am updating,
I am updating,
I am updating,
I am updating,
I am updating,
I am updating,
I am updating,
I am updating,
I am updating,
LOL. --
ppl keep bugging me t update,
but i have nth t say :(
okok,

SATURDAY,
Went out with yc, yw, yy and myself
ALL Y's in front except me -,-
ahhh, nvm.
went bugis t find some ring..
walk here and there also cant find --
on th way t dhoby ghaut, saw xinle and her friend,
den went to.. plaza sing i guess?
bought some coffee from starbucks,
den walked t cineleisure..
they wanted t watch movie, so ok.
bought tickets for 'Fighting' at 7.20pm
was about 5pm? wanted t go FarEast, but ended up playing com at E2Max lols.
played L4D lor, nth els t play -- den in th end everyone in Idle except me -,-
kns, den i quit, blog hop, and it was 7.20pm
time flies :( prelims coming and soon, O lvls :(
gosh, nid t really buck up and studyyyyy very very very hard.
after movie, yc went home, and th 3 of us went t eat dinner at KouFu.
after that i cabbed t find myyyyyy sweeeetie and they went t tampines t find tat tengsian.
wanted t go find them with claudia and her bf, but all going home.. so i cabbed home after sending that silly home xD

may plan t get a female chiwawa after my O's {:
不知不觉, 我爱了你.

2009-07-06T14:28:00.005+08:00

Well, the story has ended, nothing much to say,
supposed to go for D&T this morning, but i couldnt wake up :/
Slept until now..
Dreamt of her last night, it was so cold.. hmmm..?
Sucks t be lonely now, but its okay, I wont forget about my O's [:

[Edit]
Yeah, fuck you, i dont give a damn anymore.

Happy Birthday (:

2009-06-04T07:34:00.008+08:00

My god! didnt have th chance t post ytd :(

argh, whatever.

Happy 14th birthday girl! (:

hehehehe, hoped you enjoyed urself yesterday with us!

O3O6O9

Didnt goto school today, woke up coughing like crazy fr some reason(?)

woke le then prepared t go out t meet girl! :)

met someone first under my block and took bus t tampines mall,

waited fr someone and girl over there :O

after that took cab t Marina Square!

At marina square, we wanted t eat pariss international,

but closed! kns! nid t waste time finding another place t eat.

Went t Billy Bombers in th end ;o

ordered our food and had fun joking ;)

I love girlgirl's smiles and laughter xD

after eating, walked t Singapore Flyer~

brought girlgirl there o.o

dont know why, but.. lol :)
After sightseeingggg, girlgirl had t went home,

stupid curfew and family thingy :/

bo bian then cab home loh :(

cabbed back t tampines mall and part our ways :D

thats all! kinda short day and lil time spent,

but i treasure every second im with you,

i'll promise t b by your side no matter what :)

Happy birthday again girl, ! :)

2009-05-25T21:06:00.002+08:00

i'll never be happier..

with so many things going on, i have no sense of security at all..

you'll never know what it is like inside me..

trying my best t stay happy, but i cant seem to.

i have so many things t say, but i cant,

nobody understands..

going through all these once again, alone.. i guess..

but its alright, as long as your happy, it'll be fine..

couldnt ask fr more, :)

2009-05-13T01:25:00.007+08:00

Im Sorry..

I feel so down,

I feel so helpless,

I feel so useless,

I'm supposed t give you a happy life,

but in th end, it was because of me,

you got into deep trouble..

I really dont know what to do,

I've tried my best,

I miss you lots,

but you never seemed happier,

I keep thinking so much everynight,

of what to really do so you can be happier.

There's something in me,

but it cannot be expressed out.

The feeling is just so strange,

it feels like a fear,

a fear that would make things go wrong.

I really can't lose you,

you became part of my life.
I dont what t do if you go one day,
I hope nothing happens,

girl, I really hope you would say something that would reassure and calm me down..
I love you, girl.

2009-05-10T19:28:00.008+08:00

THE LOVE WE SHARE;

Well, got shocked this morning, was kinda sad,

but in th end, nth happened (:

Everythin will be fine bah girl :D

Nothing will seperate us right ?! xD

9th May 2009

Went out with girlgirl ytd afternoon,

trained t Simei and ate 18Chef (:

after that wanted t find a place t settle down and study,

but there wasnt any suitable place.

So.. in th end, went t my hse t study ^^

trained back t Tamp and saw JinYang,

wanted t bus home but dont wanna waste time,

so we cabbed t my hse,

girlgirl needed t go at 6pm ):

studied and took some pictures as we were bored :x

lols.

about 5pm, left hse and cabbed t TM t buy things fr my mum.

Then girlgirl went off t meet her mum,

then went t YuYang's hse.

Then left his hse t meet YangWei.

trained t Dhoby Ghaut t meet YangWei's friend, lols.

ate dinner at Long Johns then slacked around, bought Mother's Day pressie :D

Bored, played at bunk awhile, L4D.

cabbed home afterwards ^^v hehe.

My world revolves around you now, girl!

2009-05-07T22:26:00.006+08:00

Today is a start of a new story,
hope girlgirl is freaked out by how much i know abt her and th surprises i gave! XD
i'll be sure t look over and take care of you no matter what (:
i'll be there whenever you need me,
girl, you've brighten and cheered my life up ever since our hearts met :D

iloveyous! O7O5O9 ♥

Exams are coming, everyone jiayou! Study hard!

2009-05-03T22:52:00.005+08:00

Bored, i shall do this quiz fr once :)

TENS ARE YOU
★Are you single ? Semi-attached?
★Are you happy ? Yes
★Are you bored ? Kinda
★Are you fair ? Kinda
★Are you italian ? No
★Are you honest ? Maybe?
★Are you nice ? Yup
★Are you irrish ? No
★Are you Asian ? Yes

TENS FACTS :
★Full Name : Gabriel Tan Lee Yuan
★Nickname : gabb
★Birthplace : Singapore
★Hair colour : Black (ABIT BROWN !!)
★Natural Hairstyle : Wad natural hairstyle? -.-
★Birthday : 6 October 1993
★Mood : Happy
★Favourite Colours : Black, White, Red
★One place you like to visit : Japan

TENS THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE
★Have you been in love? Yes
★Do you believe in love at first sight? Yes
★Do you currently have a crush? Yes
★Have you ever broken anyone's heart? Yes
★Have you ever been hurt emotionally? Yes
★Have you ever had your heart brokened and when? Mai ka le kong
★Have you ever liked anyone but is afraid of telling her? Yes
★Are you afraid commitment? Nope..?
★Who was th last person you hugged ? Jia Wen
★Who was th last person you said i love you to? My Mother -.- tio forced LOL

TENS THIS OR THAT
★Love or Lust ? Love
★Hard liquor or beer ? Neither
★Cats or Dogs ? Dogs
★A few best friends or any regular friends ? Best friends
★Creamy or crunchy ? Crunchy
★Wild night out or romantic night? Romantic
★Money or happiness? Happiness
★Night or day? Night
★IM or phone? Phone

TENS HAVE YOU EVERS :
★Been caught sneaking out? I dont need to sneak out :O
★Seen a polar bear? Er, not sure
★Done something you regret? Erm.. Nope?
★Bungee jumped? Nope
★Eaten food that fell on th floor? No
★Finished an entire jaw breaker? No
★Been caught naked? No
★Wanted an ex gf/bf back? Yes, but not anymore
★Cried because you lost a pet? No
★Wanted to disappear? Yes

TAN PREFERENCES IN A PARTNER :
★Smile or eyes? Smile
★Light or dark hair? Same colour as mine? :)
★Hugs or Kisses ? Both
★Shorter or Taller? Shorter
★Intelligence or attraction? Im not a greedy person :)
★Topmen or zara? Dont go fr brands yet..
★Funny or serious? Both
★Older or Younger? Younger
★Outgoing or quiet? Outgoing
★Sweet or bad? Sweet

TEN HAVE YOUS :
★Ever performed in front of a large crowd? Yes
★Ever talking on a phone longer then a hour? Yes
★Ever tried walking on your hands? No
★Ever been to a rock concert? No
★Ever been on a cheerleading team? No
★Ever been on a dance team? No
★Ever been on a sport team? Yes
★Ever been in a drama play/ production? Yes
★Ever owned a BMW...? No
★Ever been in a rape video? No but maybe ur mum did

TEN LASTS
★Last phone call you made? Jia Wen (:
★Last person you hugged? Jia Wen (:
★Last person you hanged out with ? Teng Sian, QL , YY
★Last time you worked? Never..
★Last time you IM-ed to? Jia Wen bah? Not online nowadays..
★Last person you texted to? Jia Wen
★Last person you went to movie with? Jiawen and my clique :)
★Last person/thing you missed? Jia Wen (:
★Last website visited? Jia Wen's blog

Ok , kinda bored , off to sleep . its gna rain tonight if im nt wrong ..
tomorrow too . Goodnights !

2009-04-28T23:20:00.005+08:00

Have been going out till late at night nowadays jus t finish some crap maths,
exams are coming, time t really study,
havent been really studying since primary sch.
it's luck that i have been depending on,
but not this yr anymore. sigh..
so vexed and confused over silly things that i shldnt be..
can you please tell me im thinking too much.. :/

life is great.

2009-04-19T23:35:00.002+08:00

back to updating ,
went out with jiawen girlgirl early in th morning , :)
bus-ed down t tampines regional library ,
that was our first ideal location t study ,
but to much disappointment , it was full ~.~ sians .
waste time -.- then due t me not wanting t waste anymore time ,
we cabbed down t Airport's Terminal 3 xD
hungry hungry ! went t Swensens first t have our lunch :)
ordered some knn golden plated chicken and i spent over 30mins trying t cut and finish th whole chicken . -.-
ordered a ice cream waffle like hot plate with marshmellows fr girlgirl :)
looks so delicious lols ! next time gna try :D
aft eating , went t nearby seat t cont our studies . but alot of times wasted on eating and it was like 2pm alr , x.x
girlgirl had t meet her frens at tamp's SunPlaza Park t do proj :O
so since we were late , cabbed back down t Tampines from Airport :D
reached Sunplaza Park and saw girlgirl's classmates ,
abit paiseh , so asked her t go meet them and i'll go somewhr els instead lols .
i went t tamp's library t take a pee , then girlgirl told me that they are comin t library t do their proj instead , cos its like so hot ~.~
girlgirl and her frens wanted t print smt , but couldnt find a photocopying machine , so helped them t photocopy at TM . walked under th stupid sun , sweat like crazy , but nvm ! i dont mind :)
sat and listened music beside girlgirl while she studied her sci notes :O
halfway , tengsian and qiao lin came t library , they came t study too lols .
then girlgirl had t go sunplaza park agn with her frens t practice or smt liddat -.- .. sians ..
sat and thought some things , abit fan , but nvm , nothing much bah :)
girlgirl finally came back , then fetched her home :}
Im happy ! :D

Aft tat , went t meet yuyang , then aft tat went t T1 t eat .
went in F.I.S.H t eat ( another branch under Fish&Co. -.- )
only qiao lin and i ate , sian .
their services sucks lor , ordered soup also can take 15mins -.-
then my main course came , and everyone was shocked ! cos its like freaking few pieces of fish only -.- HOW T FULL !??! -.-
aft we ate , we all went home :)
thats all .. pictures next time when i get them ^^v

im really happy with life now ... :)

2009-04-12T14:39:00.006+08:00

I had fun :D

2009-04-07T21:11:00.004+08:00

i feel dam irritated by everything now . zzz .
i'd rather be heartless and live without emotions . better that way .

2009-02-25T20:54:00.005+08:00

HI ! FINALLY RIGHT ?! im gna update about a huge thing . :)
oh yeah , abv pic is me and teng sian in yuyang's hse lol . he candid us ~.~ lol .
ok ,
idk wad on earth happened recently ,
i was rushing to go out ,
and halfway styling hair ,
i accidently broke a mirror !
WTF , i don believe in bad lucks after breaking a mirror ..
but .. heres what happen th next day after i broke it .

1. Lost my beloved PSP in a voideck [ Master DJ :( ]
2. Yuyang fell sick with a bad sore throat
3. Teng Sian started coughing
4. Almost dropped a bowl and broke it in Fish & Co.
5. Desiree met me , slipped , fell and cut her leg
6. Cassendra saw me at a bustop , th nex day she got scolding from teacher and now fallen sick w. fever
7. Got caught by policemen in a voideck [ Dont ask, not interested t explain ]
8. Another friendship problem but solved
Edited on 1/3/O9 agn
9. Rained when I wanna go out zz
10. Accidently stepped on brown leaves which dirtied and sticked onto my slippers
11. Lost 4 times in a row playing cards at chalet
12. Came home and took out my sweet from my pocket, and all th small lil candies came out and i had t pick them all up one by one..

hmm , i think thats about it ? so if u want some bad luck , come and find me . LOL .
these only happen all in like 3-5 days ? :C
sians .. i wonder wad els will happen .. :/
oh well , i'll get going . BYEBYE :(

p/s ; idk .. im confused , idk if i shld cont or not .. th truth always sucks .. i dont wish t know ..

2009-01-01T21:23:00.009+08:00

heh, haven't been bloggin fr awhile, i guess.
this may be my last post ^_^
school is startin tomorrow (what a boreeee) .
gna blog about yesterday's outing and today .
haven been quarrelin with mummy , gettin pissed by her everyday -.-
ok here goes !

31/12/2OO8 , Last of th Last ?
woke up around 1pm , was supposed to wake at 10am tho ,
but shamaine sim didnt called me , so nvm . slept while she prepared going out .
finally woke up and quickly prepared , left house at about 3pm ? cos of sheryl sim !
everytime drag th outing until so late one !
met shamaine & sheryl at tampines' pasar malam ,
den we went around TM to walk walk walk , sian liao den took mrt to town =)
saw nicholas setho and some friends on the train , lol .
sat down and started playin shamaine sim's psp while th both of them listened t songs :o
time passes really fast lah , :/ cant imagined that 2 months passed alr jus like that ,
i haven't even had my fun yet , it was only th begginning :(
but nvm , everything good has t come t an end sooner or later right ? ( i only apply this t fun and games , nothing more than that i guess ? )
got off at summerset and walked t cineleisure ,
walked t hongkong cafe firsty to have branch ( breakfast + lunch = branch , ya i know its lame but .. )
was my first time eating there ,
nuuby shamaine sim called me sua ku . kanasai LOL . :(
joked around while ordering , actually , joked almost everywhr as we walked .
heh , i love t disturb shamaine sim =) so fun LOL . hehheehehehe .
food came , quickly ate , was starvin like hell . lol .
" shamaine sim , wan try my beef baked rice ? th beef very soft 1 ! " LOL :x
damn joke as we ateee .
ok aft eating , went t take neoprints ,
its been ages since i took neoprints lol .
here they are ! ;

aft neoprints , we went up to cineleisure's Level 9 to have fun ,
played photohunt first and some other silly fun games ,
aft that we booked a CHAMBER :)
damn fucking nice manz ,
its a room with choices of games you want , like ,
example : wii , psp , xbox 360 , computers , watch dvds and many more .
we booked a room fr 2 hours , called th what Chamber : Hunter ,
inside had a xbox 36O and 2 coms ;D
but we could only take one game t play at a time ,
chose Halo 3 lol . xD
wanted t play audi but i dono why i keep dc-ing when i loggin , dam pek chek -.-
so nvm , non of us really used com fr th whole while , we sat down on icy cool shioky floor and played Halo 3 , damn shiok manz , i want book nex time again x)
aft our 2hours of gaming , it was like about 12am le :/ time passes too fast x.x
went out , just nice there was a movie at 12.O5am , Bedtime Stories , lols .
bought 3 tickets and quickly went in ;D heh .
tho it was my 2nd time watchin , but its dam funny , so i dont mind xD
show ended about 1.4Oam plus i think ? when we came out it was alr 2am .
wanted t book chamber for another 1hour , but couldnt book anymore :(
closed alr T.T so we went back t play silly games again , photohunt , etc etc ~
left cineleisure at abt 3am , den we cabbed home T.T
on cab i thought alot :/ last day manz , sch is startin again , idk if i can cope or whatever , i really hope sec 4 passes fast , but aft my O's , it's shamaine sim's turn . :( thats not all , but im not goin t say it out here :D
well , thats all i guess , happy new year t everyone :)

1/1/O9 , A fucked up New Year
ruined by my momz , thanks alot man
i cant stand ur naggings , give me some fucking privacy can ? stop reading all my msn convos and smses , its irritating .
buy one shirt , even tho its a LIL dirty and last piece , you dont want buy ?
you dont buy i WILL buy , so what if its a lil dirty and black on a white shirt only ?
theres something called wash . use ur brains can ? you dont have to kpkb t th seller jus bcos its dirty idiot . and stop thinkin so much about me ,
i am fine and theres nothin wrong with me .
you really pissed the fuck out of me today .
wad a new year . kthxbai .

and i freaking cut my hair , now i can finally see my both eyes in th freakin mirror . thx school . if tmr get caught by DM again , i gna quarrel th fuck out of him . bye long hair , c u again aft o lvls :D

i'll do tag replies next time -_-"

i hope we will still cont t b what we are like now and never change ;

2008-12-06T01:07:00.005+08:00

haven't been blogging lately , kindaly lazy .
got nothing to kill time so im doing this right now lol .
first of all , i owe min sunnu an apology , sorry ah gong kinda busy on 3 and 4th of dec :/
me and josh really cant make it . :/
hereby wishing you a belated happy birthday ! [=

have been going to different swimming complexes during the whole month of Nov .
having lots of fun , but i wont post , kinda stupid -.-

Ok , about today ;
supposed to have tut at 8am , but i dont know why the hell my tut cher didnt come ,
so nvm .
went back to sleep then ,
woke up around 1pm and starting preparing to go out .
left house and headed for pasir ris interchange to meet ;;;;
*drumrolls* ...........
SHAMAINE SIM . yes yes shamaine sim . =]
lol , saw her sitting down and waiting for me ,
aww poor her . *but i dont really care , LOL* joking XD
took 354 to E!Hub to catch a movie , Madagascar : Escape 2 Africa ! ;O
we were late for like 5 mins for movie , luckily managed to get seats , summore right all th way behind ! hehehehehe .
th movie is damn funny , damn joke , kept laughing most of th time xD
den aft that , was about 5 plus ? time passes damn fast -.-
then we went back t tampines' swensens to have LUNCH -.-
vs DjMax with her while waiting . wad a nub she is ! LOL jk xD
hmmmmmm , ate our lunch and quickly mrt-ed to orchard to shop :P
shamaine sim lead th way ( pro plx ) , we went wisma first , she wanted to buy
her shorts , but NOT AVAILABLE ! wahahahaha . sucks to be her ! LOL jk =x
den we walked walked walked around the whole place , walked to taka , walked here and there . -.-
Nelson Chang was in orchard , havin nothin to do , we went to find him -.-
best part is , while we were walkin , it suddenly RAINED so heavily . pfft . -.-
screw it , =[ make shamaine sim and I so wet T.T
went to toilet to adjust adjust , den came out .
saw nelson chang again !
here comes th ultimate part , HE AND HIS FRIENDS RAN OUT OF CINE without even saying HI . wtf . -.- make us wet for nth . hao xin mei hao bao ! asswipe . jk .
so , shamaine sim and I walked around cine , went to Lvl9 to play photohunt fr awhile ,
walked around Lvl9 of cine and saw some chamber ? something like a gaming room .
kinda nice to be in O;
den aft that , cabbed her home .
home sweeeeeet home [=

PS : Nelson Chang owe shamaine sim and I Sakura ! We won't forget ! hehehehehe .

tags replies !!

man tou : ;O lol , quite true ! addictive ! ;O
terence : Lol ok [=
Shirley : bobobobobobobooooooo ! heh . so bored until liddat ar lol XD
Alicia.P : eiiiiiiii , finally linked me xD hehehehe .
jl : before you even said it , i already put liao Lol . =]
♥ Kristin : oo , hihi =D tcs too , link me =] linked you !
cyan : np lol . holidays want end le =[ sec4 hell comng ;O
terence~ : relinked ! =]
Melissa♥ : lol , okok , kor then =] heh . sorry late tag reply ! didnt blog lol .
amelia :):) : oi wad i stupid ! curse u fail ur Os ar . jk lol [= do u miss my presence in audi . Lol .
shimin : yes ok lol . [= i want bubbegums ! ;O
jl : Nothing -.-
rachel meimei : SPARE ME ! I LAZY DO ! T>T
yy : since when Lol . i didnt =[
♥xiia0leen : relinked baka ! [=
rachel meimei : omg 3 quiz T.T , i really lazy to do =[
man tou : NOBODY DYE HAIR ! :O
Shamaine : ihyihyihyihyihyihyihyihiyhiyyihiyhiyhi lolsssss xD
AGNES ♥ : Lol , kinda lazy LOL . =[ so lazy to blog also xD
Miyako Hime™ : relinked baka ! [=
JUSTVIM : advertised (:
♥ Rachel : cuz th food so ex T.T tat time 5 ppl eat alrd $300 ++ , =[
Yolanda : cos of th pics ma , when new post come den it will go back to normal le lol . relinked !
Sha : IHY =[
YIKZHEN : sucks lol . lazy to study -.- wasting life at home lol .
claudia ♥ : yaaaaa , u sux =[ lol . heh . nvm ba ;O last long wor ! :] soo .. dont audi too much :D

2008-11-21T21:23:00.009+08:00

time to post ! heuhauehauehueae . & ty shaaaaaaaaa porky fr waking me up almost everyday LOL :x
have been rotting and boring t death at home fr a very long time alrd .
recently went to terence's hse (from esss 3n3) to stay , but im too lazy to post about that xD
so i'll post today only (:
went out early in th morning with setho , terence , jiang long , asyraf & jervis .
today was shopping spreee . hehehehe .
went t bugis first . ate lunch at food junction . was too damn hungry D:
after that , went t bugis streeettttt . looked around , bought like 1 t-shirt & 3 shorts !
so happy ! lol . ;x
den went around to look fr setho's necklace .
after that , we were boredddddd of bugis . walked to peninsula (correct spelling anot?!) , joked & chatted along th way .
terence went lookin around fr drumsticks , while setho was looking fr jeans , jervis desperately tryin t find smt to spend his money on (LOL) and me , lookin around as usual . lol .
bought another shirt from there , kinda nice :)
emoboy93 jiang long played psp all th time , (anti-social) . hehe . jk :D
after buyin our stuffs , walked to Funan th IT mall again , went t buy a keyboard :D hehehehe .
was like 4.3Opm i guess , nothing to do , wanted t play pool , but bugis one too ex xD
so .. mrt-ed & bus-ed down t tampines safra . waited freakin long jus fr th table >_>
finally gt table le , den emoboy93 jianglong turned into happyboy93 LOL . ;X heuhauehaue .
thought asyraf hw to play . he is gettin th hang of it soon [:
went home after playing ppooooooolllllll . :D
looking frward t nex tues ! swimmin ! hehehauehauehauehaee .

PHOTOS !!!!!!!

terence = djmax addictor . lol .

candid by asyraf -.-

just see pics ok ?!?!? lazy type caption !

PS : i kinda fell into that lovely trap again =x

TAG REPLIES !!!!!!

Miyako Hime™ : ya , cant tag lea , ur tagboard missing o.O lol .
♥ Rachel : lol , its a must try , but only try when you with parents ! D: lol . xD did you return t msea ? lol .
Zieng : really arh ? damn cute sia th eggs & chicks x; feel like takin care of one at home XD . so cute lor =( they are my species ! chicken ! wahahaha ;X miss u daddy xD
Alicia.P : ok , ign : AliciaAlicia ; money = look up in th sky & wait xD i hate audi now lol . lazy to login alrdy . :] & ur blog .. removed .. ?
AGNES ♥ : since now ! lol ! everyday 5 tags ! hehehauehauehuahehee . :)
Shirley : so bored lor :/ pirate come out le , wondering wad will happen XD
Melissa♥ : yes i know you're claudy's fren XD . me no stupid ! wahahaha ;x . er ok , i link you under RL bah XD :)))))))
rachel meimei : lol , i inactive on fs x.x :/ sorry lol . i jus leave it there to rot XD
cyan : ya lor , stupid , nvr go . lol . so sian leh holidays , going over le =(
cyan : er ... dunno lea , i didnt see any video of tat ;O
Shamaine : oi idiot . me miss u . me hide it here ! LOL . ;x
kiki : ok ............... kiki ....... the ..... queen ............... lol xD
rachel meimei : hey you meimei , hellos (: xD
nic : lunesta is down menz , i lazy open le , com too laggy , too many server shit lol . :/ & DON SPAM OMG !!!! =.=

sci centre !

2008-11-14T21:04:00.004+08:00

ok ! haven't been going out for a lonnnnnnnnng time . only went out for a "mini" class outing :D

TUESDAY (11/11/O8)
didnt sleep on monday ,
was playing com thruuuuuuu th night .
cant sleep either , dont know why . i've been thinking alot too ..
prepared around 9am as I was gonna meet uppp with Jia Man for breakfast @ 9.45am .
i bloody hell took th wrong bus , so had to alight and wasted time waiting fr th correct bus .
sorry Chia Menz . :)
ate at coffee shop near T-Mart with him ,
chatted awhile too .
supposed to meet th rest , claudia , eugene , yik zhen & rong guang at about 11am .
but was kinda late . reached at about 11.15am .
we wenttttttt to visit somebody special at SGH first (:
its also been awhile since i've been to SGH !! ;O
bought something for th special someone before visiting her/him :D
longggg ride . tried to sleep on mrt , but keep gettin disturbed by eugene for his hyper-activeness ;( poor me .
tried to find our way to th block number , wanted t take a shuttle bus in , but in th end walked in ourselves .
finally found th ward and room , stayed there awhile to keep him/her entertained (:
th feeling of bein hospitalised sucks totally :/
left soon after , as sci centre is gna close at about 5~6pm . and it was like 1pm already :/
mrt-ed down t Jurong or something . tour guide Yik Zhen lead us th bright path :D
saw a damn big dinosaur at th entrance of sciene centre , but forgot t take pic of it D:
hehehehehehe . went t mac donalds first t have lunch :D
after that , we bought tickets and quickly went in . saw lotttttttssssssss and lottssssssssssss of interesting things . but didnt take pictures ! cos it makes no sense for me t do that (:
walked walked walked for hours , played around in sci centre . experiment with many different stuffs and things , so amazed at how things work :O
was getting late , so we have to go out ;/ went t souvenier shop and looked around before going off :O
went t buy a pair of shoes first with claudia before we went home . poor her , always shoe spoil :] heheheehehehehe .
slept like a pig on th mrt way home -_- damn tired :(
ok enough talking ! pictures time !

Science Centre ! :D

In a bus ?

some sort of kiddy place -.=

Giant Ades mos ! ~_~

Claudia & I in optical illusion ;O

SOOOO CUTE RIGHT !

CHICK !!! CUTE ?!

Aliens Vs Predator ;O

Close up Alien ;O

Close up Predator ;O

Weapons of predators ;O

thats all (:

tagggg repliessssssss ! ! ! !

rachel meimei : TAGGGGGGGGGGG (: hehehehe featured you in frenster le ;O
♥ Rachel : ;O i recently went t eat also ! ate th beijing duckduck ! nice ! :D
shimin : YES YES YES NICE NICE . me cannot unlock whiteblue in 4B lea , i play so many times in 4B liao -_- 5B & 6B unlock le . :(
Miyako : ;O wont tio hong de XD . hehehehe .
natalie : okok nex time i near bunk or something then ask you (:
Alicia.P : lol . change into nice nice one lor LOL . heh . bug now fix le . but i lazy play :/ you smellier than me ! [:
Jasmine : its okay , relinked ! :D
`zAki.NiC- : wad my pic can scare ppl off T_T wad is tat suppose t mean !?!?!?! roar !!!
miyake™ : relinked ! :)
cyan : see la ! nvr come sci centre ! so fun lea ! (:
shimin : roar ! nuer got tag me liao lor ! heuaheuhauehaueeaeeeeeeee :)
AMANDA : ya lor . stupid sch , but hols passing too fast :/ rest well hor ! heuaheuaheueeeee :D
shimin : wtf ! crazy ! you then laggggggg ! mad woman !
Miyako : wa quiz again ! T_T last time my fried ask me do i all nvr do . HAHAHAHAHA . can dont do ? :X
rachel meimei : some sort of techno bah , but nice mah ! :D
Alicia.P : spon wad ? o.O
DESMOND. : lol . means you go out not me . i next yr O liao . sian 1/2 ~_~
amelia : HI LIONNNNNN . :O
man tou : helooooooooooooo ;O
Melissa♥ : am i suppose to link you ? :x hehehehehe . nice blog too ! ;D
Shirley : maple sux . why do u still play it =(
AGNES ♥ : yes u owe me many many many many many many tagsssssstagggggssssss . [:
Joyce : ;O ? hello ! :x my blog song arh . is Dj Max on PSP de game songs o.o
claudia ♥ : throw ur com away ! so cmi ! ;x hehehehehe hate u hate u hate u hate u :D
rachel meimei : hellos :O
Siuyi ! : hehauehauehauee . HI MARMIE ! miss you too ! okie ! :D
cyan : lazy click :x lol .
Shamaine : woi ! i chiong also fr the sake of us okay ! i dont know how that links but .. YEAH ! :S
JONIE : wah u dam suay lea , after o den kena liddat . :/ HOPE YOU GET WELL SOON !! :D
ツ ryan : yeah mannz ! th beat is like O.O ! LOL . :x like crazy boy . :S

realised my tag replies got alot of :O . lol . hehehehe

SSPS ROX \oo/ :D

2008-11-04T18:37:00.005+08:00

so bored so bored so bored !
really gt nth to do beisides gaming ?
didnt goto sch for past few days ,
tmr is last day (:
ppl having O's are ending soon too .
so sian-ded .
supposed to go swimming today ,
but end up friends going jamming , so didnt go .
really dam stuck up at home ,
wanna go out =.=
nothing to play also ,
ever since i quitted maple , cabal .
but now playing abit of cabal ,
feel like playing back but ..
everyone quitted , den i feel so alone =( LOL .
audition is just pissing me off .
can dc more than 3O times in a day cuz of fked up ppl ,
clicking on my couple registration license when i told them not to . (cos i kena bug! click le will dc)
yesterday played cabal with shha pork pork until like 5am ? wtf .
waited fr her t dl th stupid game from 12am until like 3am ! (noob com !)
but i must say , YOU ARE NOT BAD FOR A STARTER ! HAHA !
those nothing to do come play leh =( or else so sianzxzxzxz .
hehe , changed my blog song too ,
into DjMax's songs .
they're played in a list ; Cherokee , Hello Pinky , WhiteBlue , Oblivion !
enjoyyyyyyyy !
i shall be going now :}

sometimes , i do want it to happen .

taggggg repliesssssss ;

Shamaine : muahahaha money tree is mine , be mine lor . LOL . den can share . muhahahaha .
natalie : 81199452 lol . [: I GOT EXAM MAH . tts why late reply . idiot !
Miyako : lol aiyo , nvm lah . =.= relax man lol ! dont so ji dong [: heh . hows ur exams o_o
cyan : ok ty LOL . dont spam mah , aiyo . jus afew tags can le xD HOLS COMING ! i want class outing =(
claudia ♥ : WOI ! WHR U ! MIA !? my fren all wedding party upgrade ring le leh !!!! ROAR !! make me feel so slow =( !!!!! emoemoemo liao ! ;( me no luv u anymorexzxzxzxz ! :D
rachel meimei : heh ty , taggggggg toooooooo (:
yikzhen : ok sure , nex time i'll go ur blog and see ur tag replies ;D very mafan rite ? no choice LOL ! hardworking abit ! u reap wad u sow ! hahahs .
terence~ : sorry lah =x sometimes i sleep until afternoon den my grandma shut down com den i cant see nor =(
passerby : money not enough 2 ? lol (:
AGNES ♥ : NPPPPPPPP . u owe me 100000000000 tags xD
shop here : linked ! (:
shimin : u thennn laggggerrrrr . F4 . DONT RS ! COME CABAL ! RS SO SIANZXZXZ .
karrington : YA HAHA ! SEE MORE SEE MORE ! LOL ! XD
AMANDA : wadddddsupppppp yo ! xD linked linked x)
baobei♥ : i dont have ur link o.O u didnt write lol .
`zAki.NiC- : hahas , i din know until you all say leh , cos that time i see is still small small de D:
Miyako : change to small le ~_~"
man tou : YES . it is ur name ! muahahah . i want more class outings ! so fun xD LOL u wish ur mother to be POTM ? :O
BOOHOO! : heh heh tyty (: u then smelly ! xD
Alicia.P : :O smelly ass ! xD
shimin : siao ? LOL . roar !
Alicia.P : changed le ~_~" aiyo change ign lah ! -.-
Shamaine : U THEN MOST IDIOTIC ! NOOB COM ! MUAHAHAHA . SEE MY POST ! GT UR NAME ! LOL . XD sobs my $20 =(
♥ Rachel : yah i know its nice . but u seem to be eating it like every once a wk ! so rich leahhhh . :( me poooooooor cant afford this dam ********** ex restaurant =(
Shirley : HELLO . GOT MISS ME ? lol jk . how are you ? =D
YUUKI : how's mty bbq ? had fun ? lol . (:
MEREDITH- : of cos i still rmb ! i cant tag on ur blog lehs , like gt prob =.=" hehehe . cos you're my only mei that time =x i sure rmb xD

PS : For those who haven't seen th POTM real life , scroll down and see !! LOL .

2008-10-28T21:18:00.006+08:00

muhahaha , time to post (:
didnt go out these few days , wkend or wkdays .
stayed at home , rot and always sleeping till like 1~2pm =.="
going to b a pig soon -.=
anyway , sch has ended , but for me ,
i still gt dunno wad LEAP programe ,
for 6 days , gaaaaah . so mafan =.=
starting tomorrow , ending on nex wednesday i guess ?
last thursday was th start of holidays ,
and last friday was 3E3's class chalet !
kinda short , but still had LOTS of fun ;D
pictures later , lets start th crappin now :D

FRIDAY
woke up late once again on friday ,
quickly rushed and packed bag fr chalet .
bathe and all dat .
cabbed down t safra asap t meet , claudia , huiying , nicholson & jia man to play lan first (:
reached , open com and started playing audi lol .
aft awhile , amanda and tyng yuan arrived .
play play play , until abt 3pm++ den left , took bus t pasir ris downtown :O
along th way , saw mdm teo , den walked t chalet (:
there were two chalets booked by our class , went into one and saw classmates watching horror movies !
joined in th fun and watched too . (:
after gettin th scares and frights D:
den its bbq time ! :D
watched them bbq-ed , while i stood aside ,
abit stupid lor , th whole bbq i only ate like 5 hotdogs , and drank 2 cups of ice tea T.T
after eating , bunch of us went t ride bicycles :O
walked back t chalet with claudia & jia jie after cycling , while th rest went first .
didnt see mr wong or other teachers lor , only saw miss ng :(
not long later , aft claudia bathed ,
amanda , claudia , tyng yuan , hui ying , eugene and I ;
went off fr our movie ! ; HSM3 (:
high schoool musical 3 . lol .
i was damn smelly lor , from th cycle .
didnt have enough time t bath x.x & movies alrdy starting soon .
huiying had t go home first , while th rest of us watched (:
after movie , walked back t chalet ,
rest awhile and played psp on bed with firdaus ;
den took my bag and went t bath ! like finally =.=
aft bathin , th rest of them continued t watched horror movies ,
while another group was busy and crazy playing psp and stuffs lol .
after watchin , which i guess was like about 4am ?
we went mac t ate . i was so freaking hungry lah , didnt eat anything for th whole day ,
no proper meal -.-
aft eating , walked back t chalet once again , watched some stupid comedy shows ,
den slowly ......... we fellllllll asleep one by one , (: it was like 5am liao lor -.-

SATURDAY
slept until 7am ? den th stupid tyng yuan keep kicking my head =.="
forced t wake up ! ROAR !
jia man was like , SINGING early in th morning ? :O
den claudia and i was like ,
"wa lao , so tired lah , i want t sleep longer ;( lazy t wake up !"
keep rolling here and there -.=
was about 8.3Oam , finally dragged ourselves out of bed , packed our stuffs and left th chalet ;D
so sian lor , liddat 1 day pass le , didnt do much activities either x/
hoping fr another chalet in november ! dono mdm teo wan t book fr us anot =x
th rest went home to sllleeeeeeeeppp .
while th crazy 5 of us went to play LAN ! LOL !
claudia , amanda , tyng yuan , jia man and i . xD
bus-ed t elias mall , as safra was closed early in th morning o.o
so we dont have a choice D:
played audi again ,
i played until really bth , den let myself t rest my head on th table ,
so shiok ! lol . really damn tired alrdy . x.x
dragged ourselves out of th LAN , bus-ed to interchange ,
from there , jia man took MRT home , while th rest of us bused home (:
home sweeeeeet home ! gonna sleep like a pig ! :D
woke up ard mid afternoon like 3-4pm , i think ? nth much to do either ,
played com th whole day . and audi till 5am with claudia , pei her as she was in LAN :/

SUNDAY
LOL i woke up at 6pm on Sunday ! wad a pig =x lol . (:
recorddddddd sia xD
playedddd com th whole day again . :/

MONDAY
nothing much on this day , stayed at home and play com :/

TUESDAY
same as monday -_- so boring can , holidays coming summore :/ haiss . gotta return sch tomorrow fr extra lessons ! sian-sation !
alright , i'll go sleep now :O tatas !
& i gt a new mei ! :D rachelllllll (:

ENJOY th pics :O

Miss Ng , Natalie , Kenneth .

From back , left to right ; Rong Guang , Eugene , me , shaun , yuyang , mubarak , jia man

from back , left to right ; Amanda , Claudia , Tyng Yuan , Hui Ying , Eugene , me , Shaun , Yuyang , Hamizan , Mubarak , Jia Man(si bei cute) !

left t right ; Claudia , Tyng Yuan , Amanda , Hui Ying , Eugene , me , Shaun , Yuyang

Claudia , a.k.a shytshyt .

Hui Ying & Eugene !

A fake cockroach that is capable of scarin almost everyone HAHA !

left t right ; Jia Man , Shazrin , Joeyi bbq-ing

lazy to write captions alrdy , just look ! -.-

S3XY ! :O

kenneth looks like he is smoking fishballs . lol .

thats all . lol (:

TAG REPLIESSSSSS ;

Shamaine : i donnid t work u ass ! :O u then nid t work ! muhahaah . i got money tree . LOL . x:
terence~ : okay , nex time nudge me on msn (:
`zAki.NiC- : yah get back le . nowadays very fast de :x heh , did so badly lor ! ps fr late tag reply ! didnt blog !
natalie. : erm erm erm erm , ask someone fr my number and sms me ? (: ask huimin LOL . xD
Miyako : why so sad fr my blog ? oh can can miss me :D sry fr late tag reply !
shimin : not anymore okay ! roar . u then laggggggger . asssssssssssssss . oink oink !
claudia ( : eeeee . u only want marry ! roar ! lol . tomorrow i help you with story (: i getting sian of audi le x( no mood t play sia . X.X
爱 babyCANDY ; : okok rmb le =x hehe . O YA . i gave u present =.= ahhhh . i LTM mah x( lol xD ps fr late tag reply !
ken : oh yeah ? bring it on ! *kicks*
MEREDITH- : WAH ! so surprised u tagged me ! tag more often okay ! miss u lehs , so long nvr see u worh :O okok i relink le =x xD sryyy fr late tag reply ! didnt blog ! lol .
Yz : lol , how was chalet ? :P fun ? i find it quite okay only lor , abit too short :/
Suha : relinked partner ! had fun at chalet ? :O
yy : is that a suan or wad ! LOL . i going to upload POTM RL ! HAHAHAHHAA .
♥ Rachel : oh . sorry sorry x.x then jys fr ur exams next yr D: dont keep maple :x maple is so boring x.x
eugenepang : YES ! gonna work hard nex yr liao ! promise babeh ! D:
爱 babyCANDY ; : relinked !
desmondd. : waa , so good , i wan save money buy th keyboard liao =x so chio lor . xD study hard for O's ! ending soon !
man tou : u then rubbish ! lol !
yy : one of a kind ! spammers ! roar !
sotong : who are you ?
cyan : tag more lah ! tag so little ! tag more MORE MORE MORE !!!! (:
rachel meimei : linked linked ! :D sleep earlyyyyyy (:

oh yeah , before i go ..... i got something to show to all DOTA players .....
Yuyang showed me this lol .
lets compare ok !
this is POTM from DOTA ...

THIS IS THE REAL LIFE ONE HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA !

cheerrrrs ! :D byes ! have fun laughing LOL .

2008-10-18T23:00:00.002+08:00

okay , finally blogging lol ,
didnt goto sch on thurs , fri lol .
heard that half of th class didnt go on fri . LOL . xD

THURSDAY ;
thurs nth to do , asked shim out fr lunch ,
met her at 2O1 , den bused to interchange ,
walked around , chatting at th same time ,
jokin ard . lol . den saw fish & co .
was like omg ? tm and century square have changed so much LOL .
and shim called me a lagger =.="
den saw an advert , about jobs at fish & co .
so smsed asyraf ,
jus nice he was nearby too ,
so he came down t fish & co with setho & Jiang Long .
but th job was only fr 16 . diao =.=" pay was quite good lor .
wasted .
they went off and i went in fish & co t have dinner .
joked alot alot alot abt our lives ,
and only i ate =.="
stupid shim see me eat only .
spent about 1h++ in fish & co ,
den we went home XD .

FRIDAY
went gym & swimming today ,
with asyraf , setho , jiang long , terence & el zern .
met up with el zern & asyraf at tm ,
setho came late ,
jiang long & terence wont be coming t gym as they went t sch , while th rest of us pon :x
worked out at gym for afew hours before going to swim ,
about 1.3Opm , jiang long and terence den came .
went down t swimming pool , changed and off we jump into th pool XD
had lots of fun , den suddenly saw kenneth ! :O
shocked , he sat aside , watched us swim & have fun . hehehhehehehehhe . wasted .
at about 5pm , we stopped , went t bath & changed .
planned to go fr dinner at East Point's Han's River !
buffet ! muahahaha .
was so damn hungry then , havent eaten whole day cos of gym & swimming .
JL , terence & kenneth went to century square or tm first ,
while th rest of us took mrt t simei ; east point first to eat !
too hungry , buey tahan lol .
booked 2 tables and started taking all th food ,
cant resist ! started to munch on everything i could see LOL .
havin a buffet is fun xD
started cooking and frying lots of stuffs like beef , chicken , pepper chichken , pepper beef , blah blah . lol .
so shiok :D
den th 3 of them soon arrived & started their feast xD
after like 45mins or so ,
all of us were like sooooo full . bloated D:
cannot eat anymore LOL .
den th fun part arrives .......
setho's plan once again , he took some ice cream bcos it was a BUFFET & FREE ,
ad he stuffed everything into asyraf's bag LOL .
took about 20 ice creams , many ice cream sticks , like nobody's business .
and we messed around wif th food ,
mixing everything into th soup LOL . yeck .
bill came and i was shocked .
$2OO over dollars ! roar ! wtf =.=
didnt expect it t be so ex lor .
everyone forked out and settled bill ,
and we took even more ice creams this time ,
don wanna waste D: make full use of th buffet ok ! LOL .
stuffed everything into asyraf's bag and quickly chiong out LOL .
here are th pics when we were cooking ._. lol .
hair abit funny cos aft swimming ok . not i want de ~.~"

El-Zern , Me , Setho .

Me , Setho , Asyraf , El-Zern(wtf u looking at huh ? LOL .)

Kenneth , Terrence , El-Zern(blocked) , Jiang Long

aft gettin out of Han's River ,
we went home , some mrt-ed home , some bus-ed home . xD
so much fun today , hehe . tmr sure cramp cos of gym ! D:

SATURDAY
woke up in th morning ,
only t feel my both arms cramp like hell ,
dam pain , cant even straighten them LOL . x.x
audi-ed awhile , den bath and prepared t go out .
gonna buy my mouse and headset today xD
cabbed and met asyraf , setho , jiang long & terence at Funan th IT mall ,
walked around , everything almost all about computers and stuff .
saw a damn nice gaming computer .
but very ex also . sian .
hope to get a new com by holidays ! D:
went up and walked around ,
looking at laptops for asyraf , den went t buy my mouse & headset xD
bought them ,
den went back to tampines safra .
wanted t play pool but no tables available ! sian . wasted time waiting .
so we went t play LAN instead . jiang long teached asyraf hw t dota ,
but we felt very pek chek playin there ,
com sucks , mouse sucks , everything sucks .
so laggy =.=
aft lan , we all went home xD
not much today , but still had fun with them ;D
tmr going out wif mummy ! finally ! xP
shall go now xD

tag replies ! ;

Shamaine : wad i pajiao =.= u den pajiao u ass ! smack u ! roar ! meet up soon okay . really wan t see u . dunno y LOL .
shimin : LOL nt fun ? D: yayyaaaaa u are so nicezxzxzxzzzzz xD LOL .
desmond. : relinked ! xD goodluck fr O's !
Chiradseven : nex yr must return ok ! meet up if gt return ! along with zhi kang ! xD
Miyako : LOL how come baka will miss me neh :B hehehehehe .
natalie. : nex time den say ba . or if you're nearby or smt . lols . (:
爱 babyCANDY ; : LOL . ty zhu jie xD hehe . omg i so bad , i nvr rmb ur bday x.x lol . ty again xD
terence~ : very bad leh , sian . have alot of fun this wk hor xD
Jer : i also gt use mozzillaaa de lor . i can see le . LOL . hehe .
XUETING : hehe thx fr taggin girl xD lol , nex yr must jiayou wor ! impt yr le ! cannot slack ! xD
ken : LOL . come try =P
jl : mad man LOL .
Yz : VERY BAD ! LOL . :( looking forward t class ? wad class lol . o.o
`zAki.NiC- : get back le , damn bad :( sobs .

2008-10-15T20:50:00.003+08:00

back to blogging once again .
audi stucked , cannot login =.=
dunno wad stupid problem .
yesterday went to cut hair and took photo for IC .
well , today took back results ,
utterly disappointed . dam sian lor .
see this kind of borderline marks no mood .
now jus hope i wont retain or drop ba .
havent told mum about it yet , waiting for th right time .
but when ? ._." sians .
disappointeddddd tut cher too i guess .
haiiiiiiis .
went to make IC wif mum after sch tday .
den went to tamp mall and ate Swensens with her . xD
aft swensens , walked down escalator .
theres 2 girls behind me .
suddenly i heard my name , i turned ,
saw someone who looked like shamaine but waayyyyy shorter ! LOL :x
den th other girl said ; " ur fren arh ? "
BUT . i don even recognise anyone of them =.="
funny funny weird weird . turned back and faced front ,
freaking out lol .
took cab home den . played audi until now .
aaaaaahhhhhhhhh . freaking sianzxz . dunno wad im feeling inside right now .
dam scared , dam pek chek , dam dulan , this kind of feeling sucks man .
o well , hope nothing much will happen ba ,
over also over le . wad forrrrrrrrrrrrrr regret ! stupid only .
looking forward t brighter days ahead :D
shall stop now !

tag repliessssssss ;

VALL. : LOL . tyty . altho its really veh late ! D:
Shamaine : omg lor . i saw someone like u in tm jus nw =.= called out my name summore ! cua sai !
Chiradseven : yea the sch closed fr some reason . sian . maybe next year im going back :D:D did u go back fr th past 2 yrs ? LOL .
terence~ : o 3n3 ar ? psps . updated also XD . LOL . friday taking another olive back home ? xD
mangguo jiejie : yup ! jurong swimming complex XD
Jer : but i cannot go ~_~"
shimin : lol had fun at camp ? lol . ltr or tmr audi ok ! xD thx fr bein so goooood . LOL .
natalie. : thx uh ! u still owe me 10 bucks ! meet up and pay me back soon OKAY ! IM BROKE !
`zAki.NiC- : wa T.T i score very bad sia . sobs . sian lor . waaaaa laooooooo . scared will drop ! D:
claudia (: : voted ! xD part time better okay ! spend more time with frens altho u nid money :x
lols , nvm de laaaaa . [: audi freakkkkkkzxzxzxz lol .
Siuyi ! : hello marmie ! miss you too ! xD ;x
Miyako : hi bakaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa o.o
Jasmine : orh . updated link :D

2008-10-11T01:13:00.006+08:00

hi guys ! sorry fr th late blogging !
will update again when i get back home tmr (:
sorry !

edited on Sunday , 12:51pm [:

ok . as promised . lol .
ytd went out with setho (3e5) , asyraf (3e2) , el-zern (3e2) , terence (3n3) , jiang long (3e2) ,
setho came my hse first , played dota .
den went off at ard 1O.3Oam to tampines interchange to meet th rest .
took mrt to asyraf's hse for hari raya . LOL . :x
talked cocked on th mrt , played psp . until all th way t yishun . lol .
ate lunch at his hse , den talk talk talk . till 2pm ,
den we went out , to swimming [:
el-zern left t meet his gf .
den th rest of us took mrt again t chinese garden .
reached th swimming place o.o *i dunno wad its called lah*
den changed and went in pool t play .
went to normal pool , den lazy pool , den played th slide .
so fun lah . den aft that we went t th jacuzi and relaxed there ,
talked alot alot alot of cocks . so interesting (:
get out from th jacuzi . freezing cold ! lol -.-
went t bath den went of to suntec fr dinner (:
jiang long went home tho . x\
took mrt t city hall , walked t suntec .
went to fish & co . for dinner :D
so long nvr eat le ! lol .
waited awhile b4 seated . den ordered our stuffs .
theres' this waitress , who seems t like terence alot . LOL .
he asked fr chilli sauce le , den th waitress still ask ,
" do you still need me to serve you anything ? "
wtf lol . first time see waitress ask liddat . lol .
usually they would just give u chilli sauce and walk away .
but this one is special ! wahaha . den terence wan bring her home xD
halfway eating , suddenly one of th waitress shouted , den we looked back .
lots of waiters & waitress crowding at one table ,
den they started singing their FISH & CO . BDAY song . O_O"
kinda lame lol . but good service yeah ? :P
aft eating , walked ard suntec , den was kinda late , so we went home .
on th way t mrt station , went t buy a new pair of slippers .
den took mrt home :P
alighted at tamp with terence , and took 291 with him home (:
had s much fun tday , looking frward t more of these days ;D

taggg replies ! ;

shimin : yay , ty fr keep my tagboard alive when i no com LOL . XD . hehe . jy fr maths exam !
-RickC : hi ! long time no see too , thanks fr th bday sms (: altho it was kinda early . LOL .
terence : linked ! link me too ! ROAR . ask me link u , den u nvr link me !
Chiradseven : yoyo , thanks fr droppin by , didnt reply ur tag as i had no com during exams :D sorry !
♥ Stephanie* : sorry marmie ! no com t reply ! D: ty dearessssttt LOL . xD howww aree you ?!
VAL! : no ? ._." since when ?
eugenepang : haha sorry couldnt reply ur tag in time . now exams over , worried fr results D:
ken : relinked ! :D
Jer : COME BACK LE LAH ! roar ! wtf ur blog link spoil ? o.O
爱 babyCANDY ; : ty zhuuuuuuu jieeeeeeeeeeee :DDD so wu xim of u ! :D :X sry fr late reply !
Callie : o.o u've gt a domain ! O_O nice ! relinked ! :D
Nicholson : hihihihi LOL .
Jiaman : elo elo elo LOL .
♥ xiia0leen : ty baka ! :D its okay , ty fr th wish :DD sry late reply ! no com !
mangguo jiejie : hahas ty jie (x ttyyyyyyy alot :D
Shamaine : i updated le ! :x
`zAki.NiC- : hahs yeah finished le (x now worried fr results only T.T scared flunk alot of subs ! D:
Suha : TY SUHA ! LOL . :D stupid girl xD
Shamaine : shamaine is a pai kiaaaaaa ~~~ jk ;x
shimin : LOL 1 tag only call spam ! siao ! f3 .
claudia (: : bo xim ! hate u ! roar ! no on time ! roar roar roar ! ;x tyys anyway :DD
AGNES ♥ : relinked ! :D
Chiradseven : hahs ty fr droppin by again , got return t gongshang ? :O
Yz : lol yeah emo zhen sounds funny LOL . hahas . ty fr the wish :P
Shamaine : zhun ! i make fr u ! :D holiday come i make ;x lol . yes its time to stop . or els theres no end to it ! SO STOP ! okay ? listen t me :D i nt liar pig ! i updated ! D:

ty guys for th wishes . love you guys alot (: i've saved every single one of th msges . :D

i do want you back sometimes , but you will never feel it .
cuz its like impossibl ? lol . yeah its you . stop thinkin ! lol . (x

2008-09-21T13:52:00.003+08:00

BYE GUYS , MIA until 8th of oct , after my exams (:
wont be online msn or whatsoever .
CYAS (:
study hard for EOY !

REPLY ALL TAGS AFT MY EXAM ! SORRY !

2008-09-17T00:29:00.003+08:00

sorry for th late update !
first of all ........

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRL(XUE) ! ;D
grow old liaos ! study hard for exams okays ! :D

hehes (:

ok okk gonna be brief on friday and saturday xD

FRIDAY
erm .. almost forgotten wad happened lol . :X
went out with usual clique ,
went to watch BabyLon A.D ,
oooooo i rmbed ! i didnt goto sch on friday ! :X
was at vivo playing PS3 , den it was like abt 2pm ,
rushed home as movie was 4.3Opm .
reached plaza sing first and not all was there -.-
so i ate long john first with min suunu .
shortly after , des & ken came along , josh di , mango jie ~! xD
soon after andy & ryan came .
den went up t buy movie tickets .
waited for the time to passss , den went in xD
movie not bad ONLY for the fighting scenes .
the storyline is bullshit , no link at all lol .
aft movie , went to bugis , didnt buy anything .
nothing caught my attention !
aft that , everyone hungry liaos , planned to have steamboat for dinner xD
the usual place we ate had no seats , so we ate th steamboat opposite of th usual place .
but this steamboat sucks ._." so lil variety of food -.-
BUT NO MATTER .
i saw wan ning ! :D my overseaaaaaaaaaaas friend ;D
sooo longgggggg didnttttt seeee herrrrrrrr !
cant wait t go overseas this yr too xP
aft steamboat , went to parklane's lan shop to dota ,
fcking dulan , th connection sucks .
summore inside so hot .
burning zzz -.-
aft that , we went home ! :D

SATURDAY

was suppose to study with claudia again on sat ,
but .. SORRY GUYS . i went out too late :/
was feeling very well then .
so asked th usual clique if they wanna go out .
so we drag drag drag .. all th way until 7pm ,
den i left hse to meet josh di to goto cathay cineleisure for th movie , "Make It Happen" .
but when we reached ._." no comfortable seats , only left th front row -.-" sian diao .
waited for min sunnu , des , andy to arrive ! mango jie and ken couldnt come :(
went to eat dinner at BBQ Chicken with josh di first with them ,
then went to long john & watched min sunnu & des ate dinner :x
THENNNNNNN , met up with ryan (finally) , along with lots and lots of encryption ppl !
they planned to watch "bangkok dangerous" , another NC16 movie .
guess they wont check for IC now ba ? 20 over ppl going in LOL .
this movieeee is damn nice . dont mind watching it again !
its about this one man army profressional trained killer ,
who kills for a living , and he got caught up in love ,
in th end died bcos of th girl .
something lidddat bah , some parts quite disgusting tho .
but overall its a damn nice movie xD
aft movie , all of us went home , waited at busstop for ryan , des & andy to get on th night rider !
cabbed min sunnu , natsx & josh di home (:
another saturday flies :( exams are coming ! study hard all !

tag replies ;

SHIRLEY : the only shirley i know is u LOL . hehe . short hair sucksxzxzxzxz ! :(
yuyang : lol our class boys almost all kena xD :X sian ! nid to wait so long to grow back !
JONIE : ya why ? xD
Miyako : relax liaos lol ! xD paiseh late tag reply , didnt blog for these few days :x i not noob ! F4
Shamaine. : holiday i wan longer hair than u ! dont know if i shld extend or not :X i'll do ur quiz tmr kay ? getting late now ! :(
Heidi : i still gt go bunk sometimes ! :x i dont have ur number maaaaaaaaahhh . still same arhs D:
shimin : lol i argue with DM den i can go home de . if nt tio cut on spot ._." so fugly lol .
kelly : haha thanks ! jiayou for exams too ! :D
nat : haha np , you owe me one next time ! (: my email is apitov@hotmail.com
XUETING : HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRL ! :D
des. ♥ : updated ! :D
orange : relinked ! :D
buttercup : ... fuck off and die .

will you still be there like you used to ?

fcking sian ..

2008-09-11T23:00:00.004+08:00

blogging here once again ,
moodless , fcking hair forced to cut by tomorrow .
sickening . zz . now gt short hair lah _l_
dammit . zzz . everything also hair hair hair .
cant study with long hair issit ? will die meh ?
pathetic . in fact cut le more no mood study .
gimmie so much problems . zz .
been dotaing and sleeping veh late past few days .
cant sleep :/
today was sent home back from school ard 9am+ ,
had to go haircut ,
was suppose to return to sch afterwards ,
BUT DO U THINK I CARE ?
ask me go back to attend SFL ? pathetic ._.
might as well sleep at home better .
tmr hair check again , if dun pass he can go hong gan _l_
this wk so suay ,
hair kena . den now my com screen got problems ._.
sianzxzxzxzxzxz .
jus waiting fr the fckin EOYs to be over den i can go extend . dammit .
screw everything . every sch can jus fck off and die .
everything also abt hair hair hair .
will be going now , going out tml for steamboat and movies ,
EVERYDAY WOULD BE A BETTER DAY [:

fuck school , fuck life [;

tag replies ;

des. ♥ : lol jy for all of ur exams ! :D
claudia ♥ : lol xie xie :D now the audi problem fix le , but fixed le , got another prob , now so lag ._." sian lah , no more long hair . moooooddddyyyyyy man . :/
kelly : hellos [:
SHIRLEY : LOL ur name so obvious . of cos i'll know ! link me ! :D
natalie : yes ? nid my email for ?
Eveeeeeeee ;P ♥ : linked ! [: long time no see hor ! :D how are you ? whr is ur tagbox btw ._.
Miyako : lol rot den rot lor . x/ so lazy to blog nowadays lol . mooody ! F4 yesyes i rmb ;D
nic : wa lao , go sch lea . dun ps me ! alot of us also got short hair now mah x/

lalala

2008-09-07T15:41:00.002+08:00

FRIDAY

this is another boring day ,
went out late to watch star wars @ amk hub .
went out wif th usual clique , josh di , des , min , andy , ken , mango jiejie , ryan .
ying ting came along , but in th end went off with yingsi sunnu .
saw xue girlgirl too :B
they went off when we went in for our movies .
after movies ,
then went to play lan i think ?
play dota for almost 2hours ++
about 9pm liao ,
we bth ler , so went to eat first ,
ryan had some ns stuffs during th last min ,
so couldnt make it in time .
th food is not bad , quite cheap too .
aft that , met up with ryan ,
went up to cathay cinema again to buy tickets ,
this time , we're watching WALL-E .
not bad show , abit of romance !
cute and nice lol .
aft th movie , cabbed josh di and min sunnu home ,
once again , home sweet home [:

SATURDAY

Today might be th last outing for th clique ,
met up with josh di first at pasir ris mrt station ,
den went to met xuee & min sunnu at betok inter [:
wated for , des , ryan , mango jie to reach !
reach liao , went to long john's to eat lunch ,
all of us were starving ._."
aft that , des & min keep wanting to goto East Coast ,
so we went lol .
bus trip to ECP was damn long ,
but who cares lol .
reached ECP ,
walked to rental shop ,
des , josh di and I rented roller blades while mango jie , ryan & min rented bikes .
first time roller blade ._."
lol but still can lah ,
slowly learning with josh di lol .
skate skate skate until we reached a point whr we cant go further ,
andy den finally came !
den ._." we sat down and it was starting to rain ! zz .
everyone rushed off with their bikes and des roller blading so fast !
stupid psk !
left josh di and me behind roller blading so fcking slow LOL .
den it started to get heavily , so we roller blade to a nearby "shelter" .
kind of dumb shelter , cover top but not th sides zz -.-
so we were soaked ,
hair all screwed ._."
den we waited for awhile , but it wasnt a way out ,
was getting too cold too .
damn heavy rain ._."
so we planned to blade back to th shop .
cuz they say they were there .
as hard as we could , we blade as fast as possible ,
hahas , sometimes blade too fast josh di fell ,
den i behind him cant stop LOL .
so i crashed into him . lmao .
2-3 times it happened alrd lollll .
this is like an obstacle course for both of us huh ?
kinda stupid , hope wont get sick LOL . -.-
roller bladed back to th shop , called them ,
and they are at th underpass -.-"
so we blade back to th underpass ,
and they are at th shop ._.
so we blade back to th shop -.-
rain started to stop ,
returned th blades ,
& my feet so fcking pain ,
walking almost like a penguin man .
all wet and soaky , wearing a shoe and worst of all ,
feet is damn pain . -.-
until now i don dare to move ard my hse much either LOL . x\
hope it heals asap :D
walked to a nearby toilet , to wash all dat .
den something happened , hehe , huat ar !
that is wad we get for a rainy day & aft sufferin so much [:
quickly walked to bus stop to go back to bedok inter ,
stupid bus trip so long , den ate at bedok inter :D
was planning to ton , but i couldnt .
tonning far too many times for th past few weeks ._."
den we took bus as we were going to Encryption's Chalet o.o
andy went home first !
reached pasir ris downtown .
went in th costa sands resort area ,
found th chalet ,
looked and chatted wif some frens .
while ryan drinking his martel ,
looking at him , by th looks of it , he is going to get drunk anytime :D
den we went down to macdonalds .
watched them eat , as they couldnt start th fire due to th rain :x
so no choice eat mac :B lols !
laughed & chatted there ,
but it was like 2am alrdy .
got up from our seats , went outside mac and chatted awhile , again -.-
den shortly after , all went home xcept for ryan .
guess his staying over there :O
mango jie , des & icytomato cabbed home ,
min sunnu fetched by her mum ,
and i cabbed josh di and kelly home :B
home sweet home ,
finally got my new comforter and bed :D
was dragged on since last 2 wks ._.
so here i am posting and its like 4pm ,
so fcking fast man .
time really flies -.-
holidays are over ,
exams are coming ,
gotta really buck up on studies ,
getting cmi in everything ._.
alright , i'll go now :D
study hard guys !
esp kelly & des !
O's ! STUDY HARD !

TAG REPLIES ;

Shamaine. : muhahahaha , hope it will grow slowly ! :B hehehehehe , stupid sailormoon addict ! D:
YINGTING : hehe , thanks [:
jl : o issit , i tot dont have ._."
shimin : lol ps late tag reply yeah ? :B lol study hard luh x\ yah audi patched that day , so long . until 3am ++ i think -.-
Miyako : D: <3> baka :B
Yz : lol jyjy study hard ! nex wk sch reopen i want study hard le LOL :X
nic : have u ever take a good look at her ? -.- of cos you wont know then lol . ;x

lifeless , can someone give me a life ? :/

2008-09-04T19:01:00.010+08:00

just came home home !
went out today with , claudia , jiang long , see hui , pei min ,
to study awhile at tampines bus interchange de mac :O
sorry guys :x kinda late lol D:
brought only 1 physics ten-years series and did abit of it :/
no mood to do ._.
last night was really sad cos of some stuffs ,
but i hope everyday would be a better day ,
wouldnt it ? D:
aft studying , ate at mac with jiang long while claudia & pei min ,
pei see hui walk to bus stop :O
chatted awhile , den we walked off mac at about 3.30pm :D
cam whore abit ._.

Accidental Shot ! D:

JL blocking claud's head LOL . :x looks as if like something just popped out from th side and smiled ! LOL .

Finally a proper one :x but i look damn weird ._."

Claudy and Pei Min ;D

went to century square's arcade and played daytona
and super mario kart ! :D kinda stupid , but oh well LOL ,
got nothing better to do :/
life getting more and more meaningless to me lol .
sept holis alrdy so many problems and so bored ,
wonder wad would nov/dec holis feeeeeel like .
hell ? ._."
luckily went out today , if not im sure gonna boreee to death at home ! ):
aft arcade , we walked pei min to library and th 3 of us took bus .
claudia and i planned to go safra to play audi fr awhile ,
jiang long cant join us :( he going somewhr else !
dont really come to safra lan often , but no choice ._.
its th nearest lan we could find :/
oh well , payed $2 for one hour and started playing .
played beat up with claudddy , our favourite ;D
den played DB4 with jia man !
asked him if he could meet us for dinner , but he going somewhr else ,
with his father i guess ? :/ SIAN -.-
smsed shha th porky too , if she could meet me for dinner !
BUT , shes going home for dinner . SIAN -.-
oh well , after playing , walked out of safra , saw ALOT ALOT
of botak young men :X *wondering what are they doing here*
are they from ns ? or .. ? *ponders*
walked down to main road , to see even more of them ! D:
*claudy ponders even deeper !* ;x
den we waited for bus , she going to meet her mum ,
while im going to the home of boredom , once again . haish lol . :/
thats th end of a short day .. :(
times really flies ..

TAG REPLIESSSSS ;

natalie.` : lol , what you want , you make up ur mind (: something special lea , kor di so boring ._."
VAL. : hi meanie , come my blog scold ppl :x tctcs <3>
Shamaine. : yes it doesnt follow you cuz u nvr meet me for dinner ! ROAR ! {: i dont extend hair ok ! mine is real ! soon longer than urs ! *I HOPE ?* :[ you also lea ! u also xin teng t use ur elec arh ? i whr gt xin teng ? my com 24/7 on lea ! HMM ?
hp jiejie : really lor LOL , look like (: i try do by tonight uh ? :DD
man tou : sorry luh , i playing beat up mah ._. how to reply lol .
claudia ♥ : i so gd hur ? LOL :D <3> when do I deserve another heart ?! jk :x lols , lucky you jio me out today , or else i sure rot at home again T_T next time wan audi msn me luh ! cuz i lazy go audi , nid to patch everytime i wanna login ._. mafan si le . ;D meet up soon if possible ! <3>

I tried my best to live life happily as much as I can alrd ,
but it doesnt seem right .
whats really going on inside me ? ..
I prefer to keep things to myself now ,
since theres nobody who really cares [:

2008-09-03T03:04:00.002+08:00

argh , freaking bored nowadays .
when i want holidays , life dont give me .
when i dont want holidays , purposely come .
such great timing . zzzzz .
i guess too much of holidays are not very good ? lol
just finished audi-ing with claudy meimei ;D
cuz ken and setho nvr dota T_T"
sms both of them , so late or never even reply ! T.T"
forced myself to audi , but didnt regret !
went to Club Dance II with mei and came across a ,
damn cute couple that kept scolding each other ;D lol !
bloggin to keep updated , since i've got nothing better to do ,
gonna go train myself against AI later in DOTA {:
guess i'll get going , short and sweet post ;D

TAG REPLIESSSS ;D

Miyako : taken aback ? o.O what talking u lol
Zayneee : erm , small fonts ! :D
natsx : up to you to choose lor lol . {: quitted , but i just join for fun (:
Rachel : fine too ;D guess i'll be seeing you this saturday night o.O :D
VAL : o.O i later go cut and post ur penguin D.O pic on th right of my blog =x ;D
Shamaine. : U IDIOT ! wad xin teng use electricity ! baka ! u no water to wash ur hair ! ALL DROP ! muhahahaha . ;x
VAL : come to think of it ! true lea ! D:
chirad : yeah ! rmb ! yo man so long nvr contact liao ! how are you :D:D link me too !
hp jiejie : jiejie ghost ! :x i'll do ur blog soon ! ;D
natalie.` : mangoice06 ask kenny invite me de (:
Shamaine. : muahahah my mouth how t shutup ! :D HAIR DROPP DROP DROP !!
kira : i try contact gm ask ! bear with it ! D:
claudia ♥ : relinked ! <3 i lazy use mozzillaaa nowadays , keep using IE lols :/ nvm ! fr ur blog's sake i'll use it ;x lol . got arh , got mention , its on saturday , the 1 i ton 3days 2 night de :O
Joshh : relinked ! <3
Jamie : LOL ok ! say hi next time ! ;DDD
Yz : ya coming very fast :(:( study hard ! hope u get 1st in class ~ hahas ;D

haish ...
i donttttt belongggggg herrreeeeeeeee ,
we've gottaaaaa moveee onnn dearrrrrrrrr ..
emo emo T_T

2008-08-31T21:04:00.009+08:00

back from dinner ,
finally home sweet home (:
tonned out for 3 days and 2 nights at mango jiejie's hse ;D
along with val , ryan , des , ken , andy , josh di and min sunnu ;D
val , ryan , des , andy , josh di and I tonned for 3 days ,
while ken and min sunnu only tonned for 2 :(
okay , lets start off =D

FRIDAY

finally going back to school after 3 days ! D:
sorry guys :x
it's teachers' day ! o.o
not really interested tho =\
cos im not really close with any teacher ..
so yeah . i just went to school fr th sake of it .
watched numerous performances put up by diff students ;
kinda nice , pity that i didnt bring my specs on that day :/
after school , wanted to go back to primary sch for th first time :x
but upon hearin th news that th school was closed .
so i didnt go -,-"
then i went home and started packing fr th 3 days 2 nights ton ! :D
damn looking forward to it :X
packed and prepared everything by 5pm ,
went out and cabbed josh di and min sunnu to bunk to wait for them to arrive !
we all planned to meet at around 6.3Opm at bunk ,
but they arrived at 8pm+ -_-"
during 6.3Opm ~ 8pm+ ;
josh di and i played audi thruout .
dammit , so sianzxzxzxzxz .
finally they arrived and we went to plaza sing's foodcourt to eat {:
after eating , we went to poh kim ( VCD/DVD shop )
and bought some horror and romance CDs ;D
aft that , we walked to parklane and played pool .
after playin , we went to a nearby 7-11 and bought snacks and drinks fr th night !
buy finish liao , took a bus all th way to , mango jie's hse ! bukit timah ! so far D:
then walked all th way into her hse D:
went up to her room , all of us feeling stuffy , hot , sweaty .
so we want to bath !! D:
queued up to bath -_-"
after all of us bathed , we went down to her living room and watched some horror CDs ;)
watched for not more than halfway , all of us were closing our eyes -.-
maybe its bcos of th sound effect bah D:
we tuned th volume to kinda soft :x so maybe its not so scary at all ! :O
feeling too tired , we went up back to her room and all of us slept D:
slept at my usual spot , th floor , beside jie's bed (:

SATURDAY

woke up in th morning , only to find myself shivering
and curling like a snail as usual .
th others woke up soon after , some woke up before me .
min sunnu had to go bunk for a bday celebration or smt ,
ken couldnt ton for another night , so he'll be going home :/
looked what ryan did to ken early in th morning -..-" his legs on ken's butt !

VAL : "SG's NEW MASSAGE !"

stupid val took my phone and took this when i was jumpin on th bed ! D:

aft that , we all brushed our teeth ,
went down for breakfast/lunch at a nearby kopitiam (:
horrible chicken rice ive ate for breakfast/lunch -.-
finished eating , walked to I.R.C and played there for damn long .
ken was still with us and we played played played like siao D:
played untl like 6pm+
and we startin walking back to mango jie's house .
while ken took a taxi home {:
bathed and prepared once again ,
going to jurong point for dinner @ fish and co .
min sunnu sms-ed me and said she was coming to meet us ,
so she went down to jurong point first :D
finished bathing , walked down to main road ,
tried calling a maxi cab ( 7 seater ) ,
called th first time and forgot to asked for a maxi cab ,
so i called the 2nd time .
and this time i asked for a maxi cab and in th end a city cab came ._."
so i called th third time , this time they tell me that there are no maxi cabs available . zzzz .
fcking pissed _l_
we seperated and took 2 normal cabs zz .
gathered back at jurong point ,
val went to meet her frens first while we went for our dinner .
most of us odered fish and chips @ fish and co .
th serving was big , filling too .
it's been a long time since i've ate fish and co .
halfway , val came back to us , but she didnt eat .
after eating ,
we walked down to th bus interchange to bus back to jie's house .
at the bus interchange ,
something happened ,
those who saw it please keep it to yourself (:
it happened 2 years ago ,
and history had to repeat once more .
really sick of this bullshit .
oh well , whatever , it wasnt as bad as th last time .
bus-ed home to jie's house after the bullshit incident .
before we walked back to her house ,
once again we went to a nearby 7-11 ,
this time we bought alcohol and some drinks .
val , des , josh di and i bought hooch :/
nowadays 7-11 don sell hooch or breezer anymore lor , so suck .
while andy and ryan bought absolut vodka i guess ? D:
reached home , bathed again , felt so relaxed .
bathing at jie's hse rockzxzxzxzxz , so shiok de ;X
went down to th living room once more ,
watched some romance and horror CDs again .
this time , andy asked me to try th absolut vodka , which was 4O% alcohol -.-"
hooch is only 4% alcohol i think ?
never tried drinking a 4O% alcoholic drink before -_-
TEN TIMES OF HOOCH ! -.-"
so i DRANK jus a tiny little sip ,
and off to "heaven" i go -_-
after some time , th effect started taking place ,
headache started to come ,
was feeling so dead . lied on sofa ~.~"
so fcking miserable inside LOL . :x
felt like vomiting , but controlled not to D:
shortly , we all went up to jie's room and all of us go sleeep !
took a panadol b4 sleeping to come back down t "earth" -,-

SUNDAY

woke up at 12pm++ , feeling much much much more better !
last night was hell -.-
packed my bag , prepared going home .
we went to west mall to eat lunch .
val planned and wanted to go eat dim sum @ mayim restaurnt !
so we went (:
th food there is nice , cheap and damn filling too .
worth eating ! ;D
aft eating , we walked around west mall ,
josh di went to pierce his ear @ yellow .
after that , ryan , andy , des mrt-ed home .
while mango jie , val , josh di cabbed home ,
while i went orchard to meet my mum (:
well , thats th end of our 3 days 2 night ton :D
i want to ton longer T___T
hope nex wk can ton again ;D
cya guys :D

TAG REPLIES ! ;

valllllll :D : faster think of mother wang oufit ROARRRR ~! had fun tonning ? ;D hehes .
Shamaine. : what my xiao didi 1 also drop ! ur xiao mei mei dropp lah ! D: hope all drop ! :x yaa wad , plug into my psp , cuz no battery T.T" save money go bugis lor :x
natsxxx ! : 1 more year can watch liao ! u dunno nid t wait how many yrs ! ;D yaa , will meet up somehow , btw , got realise im in Encryption ? LOL . what gan u want me to be o.O
shimin : o.O next time got meet den play tgt lor (: study hard hor ! at least show some effort will do ! don fail so many hor ! EOY coming ! D: enjoy ur holidays ! ;D
Miyako : yup , east spring :D
Rachel : :D so hows life ? (: gooooooooood ma ? xD
claudia ♥ : nth much happened to me lols , sorry fr th late tag reply ! D: missed me durin th 3days ? lols ;D
Heidi` : whr have u been ! so long nvr see u le ! relinked ;D
♥xiia0leen : y i bo xim ? T.T what i do D:
kira : not much of a problem now i guess , th owner jus started server today :D
Yz : haven start revision ! trying to study as hard as i can ! cant find th inspiration ! D:
zz : u who ? nic ? put down ur fcking name ty . want scold go her blog scold , come my blog scold her for ? get lost ty .
VAL : relax valllllyyyy ;D ignore th person ! :x

fucked up life ..... meaningless .....
a place of hope and no pain , perfect skies with no rain ..

2008-08-27T18:16:00.002+08:00

;D

backkkkkkk :B
didnt goto sch again !
went to extend MC (:
x.x . sorry guys D: !
slept very late agn last night , woke up late once again today .
not havin th mood to goto sch :/
met up with Asyraf again , and we went to extend MC ._.
then we took a bus all th way to habourfront !
went and walked around th whole vivocity and habourfront ;D
nth to do x.x
went to eat Yoshinoya first , treated Asyraf lunch ;D
den we went into .. BEST , which sells alot of electronics O:
first thing to find was xbox 360 !
played and finally completed th Devil May Cry 4 demo :x
zai ok ! {:
then i went to th psp section .
played DJ max one side until left 1 bar of battery .
then you know th sample PSPs they put up for u to play ?
got th wire that recharges th PSP so it'll last thruout th day right ?
i went to pluck it out and put it into my own PSP :X
i stood there like an idiot -.-
and managed to charge about 1O% of battery b4 something els caught my attention !
PS3 ! omg , graphic so nice x.x
den Asyraf and i stood there and played for over 3-4hours LOL .
keep trying to complete th game ;D
aft that , we MRT-ed back to Tampines ,
i went all over trying to find my PSP skin ,
didnt manage to find nice ones tho ,
many of them were for PSP slim :(
regretted not gettin a PSP slim th day wen i bought my PSP ! T_T
so i bought a so-so-looking skin , :/
then after that we took bus home ;D
going to school tomorrow okay ! :x

i suddenly have this special feeling towards you ..

TAG REPLIES ! ;

Rachel : ty (:
man tou : next time you take me lor . lolol :D
Shamaine. : hope ur hair drop instead of growing longer :X wahahaha ! wait long long lor ;D buy th mask wear den take pic maa ;x
natsxxx ! : why cannot go in watch NC16 shows ? also nothing wrong ma ! yea des was with us . you're nt special cos im not special t you ! :x meet upp ? o.O you don think we will like , somehow see each other ? o.o LOL . donnid meetup de :X
shimin : then why teacher will hate you lea ? o.O wad u do ?! i also keep fail sia :/ lol diao . since when u became a cat -.= ?
yuyang : tmr i send you :X
Miyako : apitov@hotmail.com ;D
hp jiejie : ya T_T , fck banglas :x yup 3days 2 night ! ;DDD
vallll :B : got tio kick meh o_O" o.o u mean kick out ar LOL -.-"
TWINNIE(: : linked ;D

2008-08-26T15:35:00.010+08:00

well , didnt goto school today =\
went to see doctor with friends D:
x.x wasnt feeling so good then .

aft seeing doc , went to bugis area with Asyraf(3E2) & El-zern(3E2) ,
firstly went up to National Library , bcuz of toilet . all of us were urgent !
den guess wad i saw at th library LOL .. ! *BELOW !*

Look at El-Zern -.-" His favourite ;/

Some overviews of bugis from th 15th floor of National Library ? :D:D

aft that , we went to peninsula first and walked around .
looked at musical instruments ,
window-ed shopping as we walk !
found a so called " Ally " that looks kinda scary if you're alone at night ..

then after that , we went to Funan IT Mall ,
walked around th whole Mall t find a place to charge my PSP :x
found a nice quiet place whr i can charge ,
den i drift off to sleep for awhile x.x
suddenly woke up by a fcking bangla cleaner zz .
he say wad ,
" OI WAD U DOING HERE ? SICK AR ? OI CANNOT CHARGE PHONE HERE LA ! "
*knn my phone gt so big ar ?* -_-
dumb assssssssss !
dulan , jitao off switch and unplug my psp and walked off .
den he continued shouting , " charge charge , last time someone charge den kena sack ! "
*I working in th mall ?* zZz .
walked down t KFC and ate lunch .
then we walked walked walked ,
walked into a sony shop ,
den we started playing th xbox 36Os' :x
so fun lor . played fr more than 2hours+ i guess ? LOL .
was feeling tired and sleepy tho ,
really bth nowadays , no stamina ! x.x
then we tried t find shops to upgrade my PSP version . x.x
been wanting to upgrade fr a long time , so i can play my DJ Max 2 in peace without hanging -.-
found th shop , upgraded fr $3O .. zZz so ex ,
aft that we walked off , bus-ed to bugis street .
i went to buy my backpack ! (finally!)
then also bought another shirt too (:
aft buying & shoppin , all wanted to go home ,
but asyraf & el-zern wanted to go back school ,
so we cabbed to my hse , then they went to sch :D

i'll get going now ..
gonna sleep soon , tired x.x cyas !

TAG REPLIES ;

nic : pai kia ur head la !
Miyako : i ownself find de , lols . add me in msn i send you loh (:
Shamaine. : lol ! now so short lor urs! ;D hope i don tio caught by DM till end of year ! :X you still kid maa =x buy mask . F3 . wear take pic gimmie see ? i post blog (:
eugenepang : not good T.T bad results ! you jy study hard too xD
ツdes : 2day 1 night nia ? i was planning 3 days 2 night den go home on sunday morning or smt lol .

2008-08-24T22:07:00.005+08:00

sorry guys ! didnt manage to update fr th past 2-3 days ! D:
anyway , came home at around 8pm today :B
lets start off ,

FRIDAY

I CAUGHT JIA MAN SLEEPING ! =X
so cute hur ?

after school ,
went t cut my hair ,
cuz its freakingly not standing well X_X
bo bian nid to cut :(
aft cuttin , rushed home str8 and bath and prepared t go out again ,
met min sunnu first , then des , andy , ryan , mango jiejie .
ken went to his art camp/excursion -.=
went to the cathay at dhoby ghaut area ~
and bought tickets for , " Meet Dave " first .
was quite late when all of them reached .
like about 6pm++
movie was at 8pm ,
went to eat pasta mania first with des , mango and min sunnu !
then met up with ryan and andy .
went up to th cathay fr th movie ,
& went in .
movie was nice , hilarious .
not bad i would say . (:
aft movie , ryan , andy , mango , min sunnu
went to parklane's pool area and watched ryan and andy played ,
while me and des went to I.R.C lan shop to play audi .
aft both parties were done playing ~~
we slacked & chatted awhile at parklane's mac donald table .
den suddenly andy was havin gastric ,
so we walked to a nearby indian restaurant and ate our dinner .
th food over there wasnt that bad ,
still acceptable !
after that , all of us don feel like going home .
called a maxi cab and went mango jiejie de hse to ton =x
impression of her hse : WHOAAAAA LOL .
knn so big sia ! been a long time since ive stepped into a semi d !
i think is bigger than semi d ! i'll call it semi d ++ ;X
stepped into her room : whoa ~ ideal room for a gamer =x
a damn comfortable bed beside th com ,
radio beside com ,
toilet also inside room ,
wa lao ! T.T only short of TV and a mini freezer to go crazy gaming ! :x
aft that , we shift mattress-es into her room ,
wa th mattress-es made of gold siol ,
so heavy -,-"
den des was th first one to be Mr.Pig (:
played dance online awhile , then the list is ,
followed by min sunnu , andy , ryan , me den mango jie =x
i slept beside th bed -.- without any mattress !
kns so cold T.T
curled like a snail at night ~.~
*END OF FRIDAY*

SATURDAY

woke up at about 1Oam ++
so cold can ! x.x
min sunnu woke up liao , den i go kop her spot on th bed x.x
den covered in th comforter !
x.x" *shivers*
th rest slowly woke up ,
den we got ready & go back :D
went to have our breakfast + lunch = branch
at a nearby coffee shop .
sky was dark , was gonna rain soon .
after going home ,
we planned to go out again ~
to watch , " Death Racer " .
cabbed home with min sunnu .
home sweet home .
bath and everything ,
planned th outing at msn ,
was about 4pm ++ then ,
went out of home ,
fetched josh di & min sunnu to orchard cineleisure (:
so ex lor , got jam -.-" zZz .
aft that , wen i was about to buy ,
THEY ASK ME FOR 8 ppl's IC -.-"
cuz Death Racer is NC16 -.-
so suay today kena check .
zzzz sian .
then we waited for des & ken to arrive to help us buy from another person .
managed to buy thru ;D
mango jie arrived , then we went to BBQ Chicken to eat lunch again (?)
th chichken there is nice ! but kinda ex also ~
hole in pocket -.-"
aft that , it was like 7.15pm ?
ryan & andy arrived .
went up to th cinemas ,
but b4 going in ..
th guy asked for everyone's IC again .
zzz . *GG* .
everyone managed to get thru except fr min sunnu , ~.~
but ryan managed to talk thru them ,
& finally we could get in ~.~
fr those who are interested in action pack & cars ,
death racer is a must watch !
veh nice , but at th same time , kinda disgusting -.-
veh violent too ;/
but overall , its damn nice ;D
after th movie ,
ryan went off first for his ns duties D:
den we went t a nearby kopitiam ,
as josh di wanted to eat sting ray :O
aft eating , went t cineleisure's kpool ,
& played pool awhile .
then it was about 12am ,
den we all went home :D
didnt blog on saturday ,
was too tired .
went home , str8 peng on bed after bathing .
x.x
*END OF SATURDAY*

SUNDAY

woke up and had chinese tuition first ,
den aft tuition ,
was feeling so tireddddddd .
so i went back to sleep again ~.~"
woke up at about 2pm ,
bath and prepared t go out with mum .
went to Far East first and bought many stuffs ,
shirts , skinnies etc etc ..
then walked around Orchard area ,
shopping here & there .
bought many many stuffs .
aft that , went to Swensens to eat lunch .
den continued walking ,
bought some bed sheets & a comforter .
replacing my blanket with it th nex wk :D
aft that , cabbed home :/
such a fast day ,
time really flies !
tomorrow is school ,
nex weekend is th starting of holidays & n lvl exams ,
goodluck t those taking exams , study real hard !
fr th one having holidays ,
enjoy but don enjoy too much ,
its only a short 1 week , it'll past very fast &
few weeks later are exams .
damn sianzxzxzxzxz .
all right , i'll get going now , BYE ;D

TAG REPLIES !

VAL! : still haven think of anything ?! D: want me flood th DO picture ? LOL .
Shamaine. : you did th last time ? LOL . :x aiyo , nvr hear b4 patience is a virtue ? F3 . dont worry lah , it'll all be over soon ! jy fr exams ! yah , quite quiet cos its not really fixed yet , so no advertising D:
♥xiia0leen : here is ur tag =x (: so good come visit me ? ;D
shimin : linked ! (: wah so guai study arh , even i haven really start studying =x jy for exam okay ! ;D
passer-by : sorry im nt th hoster/GM anymore D: cant help :/
jl : dont spam !! D:
Miyako : booooooooooo ! :D feeling happier le ma ? ;D

disappointed in you ..
& not even some appreciation from you ..

ahhhhh maths finally over ,

2008-08-21T18:46:00.008+08:00

ah , finally posting .
jus finished lots of maths homework :x
didnt goto sch today again ,
wasnt feeling any better :(
shivering most of th time D:
changed blog song yesterday ,
hope you guys like it ;D
this song ,
is th new audi song , im addicted to it lol !
i listen le , hui xin ruan ruan :x ( will heart soft soft ! )
xD , wanna know th meaning of th song ?
go here ! CLICK !
also , advertising blog shops under my links ;D
if you want , tag on my tagboxxx with th link !
well , going t have tuition soon again ,
i'll get going now :/

BACK FROM TUITION !
ah , editing post now -.-
had maths & science tuition ,
finally learnt kinda lots of things to make up fr ,
th loss i've made i sch :x
if you get what i mean -_-
if not , nvm ;/
anyway , finally weekends are here ,
guess i'll be going out again tomorrow ! :x
nothing to say le ba ,
guess i'll stop here ._."

tag repliessssss ;

shimin : ah ? okay la , sorry luh . :/ aiyo , make one blog quite easy maa x.x slowly make nor , then can start bloggin all ur crap le =x lols . gogogo make ! (: erh , tio punish in sch den i don feel good lor . stupid cher make whole class stand in sun :x lol why will spoil ? u scratch th com ? LOL (:
Miyako : okok -.- fu le niiii ! bth ! :X if everyone liddat wo bu shi sii T_T , i'll tag th code in ur tagbox .
claudia ♥ : lol ! how to fangxin sia , i nvr take geog test also =/ si liao laa T_T"! so gd want pei me fail arhs ? ;X lol whr gt pro , sometimes you also win de maa :D hehes . want my blog audi song ?! i find until want die sia :x
man tou : yayaya ~~ ur audi very sut lor , sut sut ki ! 6key chancer , siao kia ! ;D
VAL! : quick think of Mother Wang's outfit then we take SS :D
hp jiejie : ;D nice hor th song (: more funny ss coming up next time xD
des x: : yep , addicted le :x of course got ! this song is i ownself upload de (: wkends send u !
Vivi : -.- kns bo tai bo ji kena scold T.T you smelly asss ;D goodluck for O's !
Shamaine : come back play Lunesta leh T_T i miss your presence & th jokes (: BUT , if you're studying then don come back ! maple is addictive ;X

=/=/=/=/
haiiiiiiissssssssss T_T
:((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

2008-08-20T15:27:00.002+08:00

well , came back from sch early today ,
due to something -.-
wasnt feeling so well after th class got punished ,
in th sun , at the parade square ,
was feeling hot & veh cold -.-
hate tht kind of feeling .
well , jus woke up . napped awhile just now ,
so here i am blogging ,
feeling much better .
waiting fr them to go back so i can audi with them . LOL ;X
really gt nothing better to do ,
viewing random friendsters ,
suddenly thought of th past for awhile (:
well , even more bo liao ,
ytd or 2 days before , in lunestaMS ,
i saw this guy's ign ; " ChenGuanSai " ,
see le keep rmbing about the movie , " $$ Not Enough 2 " .
so well , took an ss of th both of us ,
it should be very obvious on my blog . LOL ->
his hair almost looks like th real guy in th movie i guess ? lols .
will be flooding -> with some pictures whenever i get some nice pics :D
tomorrow geog test again , wah boring . really don feel like going sch tmr :/
haisssssssssss :(
failed my english cuz i nvr pass up one of my writings ._."
how pathetic . zzz .
nvm , over jiu over le ._.
cant be undone anyway ,
oh well , i'll get going now .. cyas (:

taggy repliesssssssssss ;

Miyako : argh , the A-Z column is everyone who plays maple -.- only first 5 special !! nvr emo meh ? see ur blog like emo emo leh ! cheerup hor ! (:
yuyang : LOL trans tee ? you wear urself arh ? ;X nobody will wear de =x
ツdes : ya all ur fault that exams are coming -.=" sian lor at home , nth to do de , quick download dance online ! :D

haiiiiiiiiiisssss :((
so-phisticatedd `

2008-08-19T21:35:00.014+08:00

ahh , such a busy day today .
played audi from 5pm-5.3Opm with ,
claudia , yuyang , jiaman D:
sorry guys i gotta go at 5.3Opm :/
tuitionnn D:
ate dinner at 8pm which was abit unusual . -.=
now feeling so bloated again .
had POA test today ,
dammit , i think its th first POA test im gonna flunk -.-
sian :/ slept thruout both questions ~.~
writing rubbish on paper -.-
been so tired lately ,
keep sleeping late :/
well its because of something (:
th person who read this should know :x
*sorry i cant say out who it is lol*
now , this wk , left another geog test on thurs ! zzxzxzxzxzx
boring sia , when will test ever stop ? next week still got english paper 2 test -,-
oh well , cant wait for weekends to come ,
really cant stand staying in my hse , will rot to deathhh D:
i'll get going now ! :DD

tag replies ;

Vivi : you're under arh , just that th first 3 is special (: . bendan !
Val : i tot you're talking to me -.-
claudia ♥ : lol wont na :D wont mafan (: simple thing only maa ;X hehs . wow say until like i VIP in audi LOL :x ~ i sure fail maths de :/ T.T" no confidence D:
SIUYI ! : harlows marmie :D relinkedddddddd [[[[[:
Miyako : den you x3 me first lahhh :X LOL . ;xxxx wa baka emo ? :/ cheerups luh D:
jl :ya lo ! finally you & shim tagging o.o nvr blog ler ? lol (: study hard !
koro : yooooos :D long time no see le ! as in so long nvr c u since last time =x dont count th saturday one lol ;X study hard hor !
shimin : still want deny nvr spy ?! den wad are u tagging here ?! go cr8 another blog ? o.O ;X

treasure th things around you before they are gone ..
i meant it .. seriously .. (:

&&&& i cant wait for th class tees ! :D

back !

2008-08-18T15:19:00.002+08:00

hellos , today's a veh slack slack day in sch ,
mdm teo didnt come for lessons ,
th only lesson i really had was maths ._.
started another new chapter again , zzz .
really cant catch up with th syllabus liao -,-
my co-ordinate geometry CMI ! -.-
took th maths test today aft school ,
and .. sure fail de las :/ siannnnnnnn .
oh well , gonna have tuition at night ,
gonna study abit for tmr's geog test >.<
i'll get going now , might edit post again at night (:
study hard guys ! [:

Tag replies ;

claudia ♥ : changed :DD (: study hard fr tmr's geog test worh !
Vivi : this blog font so common lor ! aiyo , i rarely change skin , so spare me laa ! :/
or you change ur font :x updated my links u ass ! :D
Miyako : i put XiaOyaN BAKA plus 1 star okay ? so its like this -> XiaOyaN BAKA* (: LOL :X
and my hotmail is apitov@hotmail.com (:
shimin : wow , so long nvr see you le , spying on my blog ?! F5 . tag often okay ! (:
you study hard too , oh yah , you nvr blog le arhs ? or changed link ?! tell wo link ~ :P
爱VAL : tag ur pigu ! :D takecares & drink lotsss of water & get over it soon :D

so if you must falter , be wise ..

2008-08-17T03:08:00.008+08:00

Tag Replies first :D
claudia ♥ : i also going gg for my EOY ler T.T don understand alot of things ! D:
ken : lol i want try business :X
Miyako : im not sad what ! (: dumb dumb baka :D
ViVi : next time jio ppl out sms hp ma ;X whr got tag blog de LOL .
爱VAL : ty :X nice blog you have too ~ had fun today ? (:
Shamaine : lols , xie xie ! saw him so what ! must get over it okay ! jiayou porky :D jus slowly get over it ! soon hor ! exams coming ! D: takecare of youself woh o.o headache o.O
ツdes : ty . lol when i reach home my mum ask me i jia ba buey , if not she gt buy chicken rice ! i said NO ! ;x very ex & full D: but once in a lifetime , so it shld be okay :D

okay , lets start offfff th day :D
woke up kinda "early" cos i slept at 6.3Oam ? -.-
thanks to th people who called me :D
appreciate it (:
went online msn and talk talk talk , chatting here n there ,
confirming & thinking of places to go in th afternoon ,
at the same time , changing my blog skin :D
getting bored of th old one , having no more uniqueness anymore ! D:
so , well , decided to go out with ryan , des , andy , mango jiejie , min sunnu & josh di today ,
ken couldnt make it as he went out with his mum :/
so , we wanted to catch , " Journey to the center of the Earth " ,
but there wasn't any nice time slots or seats .so in th end ,
we thought of going to Sakura International Buffet ,
but very ex ! $3O plus ! @#*)(!@(#*(!@ !!
but once in a lifetime bah , also not say every week eat de :X
so payed $3O , den we went up to have our feast :D
must eat as much as possible ! roarrrrrrrrrrrrrrr ,
cannot eat also must eat :x
coming to th end of the buffet ,
josh di asked me to take cream of mushroom soup ,
so i helped him , to take . :D
*but i actually went to take a bowl & starting scooping mayonese in it* :x
den i passed th bowl to him :D
and ........ he took the first mouthful of it :DD
hehe, he spit th whole thing out LOL .
:xsorry D: lolsssssssss .
after eating th dammmmmm buffet ,
*full stomach ! bloated !* .
we went to cineleisure to play pool again ,
played till 11pm plus den i gotta go lerh :/
mum keep calling me ! :((
when will i have total freedom ? D:
cabbed josh di & min sunnu home & then ,
home sweet home ♥
boring , tomorrow's(sunday's) the mark of a new week :(

it's time you should really think & grow up ;

friday [[[[[[[:

2008-08-16T07:14:00.013+08:00

FRIDAY

well , didnt goto school again , (:
met up with asyraf (3E2) , nicholas setho (3E5) ,
at TPJC first , den we take bus down to bugis !
reach bugis at about 9am++ ,
not many shops opened ,
so setho decided to goto kallang leisure park to ice skate ! D:
& we boarded back bus 12 .. -.-
shortly after ,
we reached ,
really go ice skating sia !
one person $18 ! D: choreeeee :/
but its okay ! worth it ! :X
inside gt so much fun luh ~
first time trying to ice skate :x
den cant seem to balance myself D: lol ,
den slowly learned to skate , but not perfectly :/
saw many pros , which were mostly girls ,
they can spin & skate so well T_T *jealous* ;x
then after playing , we goto nearby food cout & ate lunch .
den after that we planned to go home ,
as i gotta go too :/ tireddddd D:

came back home ,
quickly bath-ed and prepared to go out again .
meeting up with ryan , mango , ken , des , min sunnu ~
we r going to watch " 12 Lotus " .
met up with min sunnu first , den we cabbed down to bunk .
reached at about 4.45pm ++
nobody came until 6pm++ -.-
make me and min fall asleep at bunk de outside D:
min and i got nth better to do , den go down mrt play here n there -.-
then they come ler , den we went to plaza sing de long john to eat :O
eat & joked halfway , saw JX & Ash , ;x
after eating , we walked to cathay to catch our movie .
after movie , they planned to go play pool first then go watch movie again ,
and th movie is ............ " 4bia " !! <---- horror !! went to parklane de arcade and played pool , they play until so high until the rules of the game also can change ;X den around 11.3Opm liaos , getting quite late . went back to The Cathay and bought the movie tickets , went up and slacked awhile at the sofa . then after that we went to The Cathay's lan shop , kns so laoya lan shop no audi to play de :X hai me must force myself to play Cabal -,-" after playing , movie timeeeeeee leeeeee ! knn i tell you all ! the movie very nice :X must watch ! no regrets de (: serious de hor !
th movie is fcking scary , if you're nt scared is fake de .
aft movie , all of us were freaked out ! don dare to go home liao =x
den we slacked awhile outside Cathay , den went to parklane de lan shop ,
played until 6am , den all of us cabbed home D: so freaking tired :/
dont know where i'll be going later either x.x
i'll go now ! :D

PICTURES ! :

In Kalling Leisure Park's toilet ;

Nobody ! Training time ! ;

Me on the right LOLLLLLL ;

Omg pro lai liao T.T ;

Shoes [:

Aft Skating ;X

you treat me just like how he treat you _l_

failfailfail :[

2008-08-13T22:17:00.002+08:00

waaah , nothing to do so bo liao come here blog =x
nothing much today ,
during chinese lessons today keep tio suan by teacher -.-
assssssssssssssssssssss !
had 2 tests D:
both no confidence :S
think will flunk :/
math tests coming this thurs/friday D:
poa test next tues T_T
tmr got geog test !
wahh can die sia .
havent been study really hard D:
i dont know what to do :S
just keep looking forward to weekends :x
hehes , hope it'll be a fun weekend (:
well , guess i'd get going now bahs ,
nothing to post either D:
tomorrow will be a better day ;D

goodnites ! :D

you're my ecstasy ♥

lunesta up!

2008-08-12T23:37:00.003+08:00

well , have been working with pservers nowadays again ,
finally fixed most of the problems ,
and its up running 24/7 , hosted by my friend :D
http://lunestams.servegame.com/ ! join now ! :x
heh , low exp rate ! warning first (:
my ign is GABx3 okay ~ im not a GM anymore . ;X
okays , talk about school . getting more and more stressed up ,
more tests coming in our way ,
EOY is like 2months away ? everything just seems to pass so fast ,
week by week ,
just remember what you did for the last 2 weeks ,
you would too , think that time passes very fast .
well , time to study really hard !
gotta cut down on working so hard with the computer lol . :/
well , tomorrow got 2 tests ! zzzzzzz !
sians leh . :/
looking forward to weekends , to go out again -.-
staying at home really bores me out .
sick of the computer D:
i rather spend time with friends in RL :/
oh well i'd better get going ;
but before that ,
i've got a few messages to say :)

to xueting girlgirl ;
well , dont lose faith & confidence for guys ,
just because that there are jerks out there to bluff you ,
there are really much more nicer guys in this world yea ? (:
look at jason & xin min , their one year is over , still together happily ..
this can prove you something bah ? (:
up to you if you wanna beleive it or not ! :D
pull yourself together , dont think too much about r/s lerh ,
i guess its not important now that exams are coming ! D:
do study hard & score well for once okay girl ? (:
quickly get over it , time will definitely heal ,
you can trust me on that if you'd allow youself to . D:
well , let nature take it's course ?
its better not to force things out like that :D
just be strong , you can do it ,
ask youself , is this the life you really want ?
think deeeeeep for once more and be sure about ,
what you really want .
then follow your heart :D
i'll end here (: takecares many girl (:

to min sunnusunnu;
sunnu arh sunnu ! you don think too much also lerh okay ?
go out must have fun !
sometimes dont worry too much !
ask urself will they worry so much for u mah ? D:
go out must happy happy okay ? (:
got anything or problems can find wo :D
don slack & play so much also !
time to get serious and really study hard x_x
score well sure make parents happy de :x
dont so ren xing for once okay ? =x
ting hua yi dian :X
dui mei yi ge ren dou you hao chu :D
trustttttt meeeee ;D
takecares of yourself hor !
dunno ur cough is i spread one or what :X
sorry if i did ! ;X
(:

to shha porkyporky ;
porkyporky ! you also another one , don emo liao .
i guess he's just not worth it for you ?
you dont believe in eternity ,
so you shld be prepared from th start that this day would come .
you have my word too ,
time would definitely heal ,
it only takes really long ,
but do get over it soon okay !
i dont know if you would read until this post ,
but i've been wanting to post this up !
i dont want to see friends like that !
spend more time with your close ones ,
do treasure them tightly :D
make wonderful memories before you leave secondary school ,
for you may not have th chance anymore to do so the next time D:
well , do takecare of yourself lots too yeah ? (:
i'll be here if you need me ,
just like how you were there when I needed you :)
thanks alot too !

josh di ;
you la , everytime also girl den headache !
so much problems !
i think you better dont think so much liao ,
concentrate more on studies ,
do your mum proud ,
score a nice one on EOY and make ur mum happy ,
she definitely will ! trust me (:
its time to stop gaming so much &
really study hard liaos ,
do takecare of urself too yeah ? (:
anything you can always find me ! :D

to friends & all ;
im starting to miss the past ,
where i really had fun with lots of people ,
they make my day ,
without them ,
i dont think i would be happily posting these 'crap' you may say ,
right on my blog . but i just wanna thank you guys ,
fr being there & listening to my probs when i needed you all :D
JY for CA2, Tests and upcoming EOY , O's and all important stuffs okay !

goodnites (:

2008-08-10T12:49:00.010+08:00

SATURDAY

OKAY ,
finally back to posting ! [:
yesterday , woke up kinda late ,
about 12pm++ ? cos slept veh late on friday -.-
was bloggin halfway on friday den i fell asleep ,
on th keyboard at 3am++ -,-
ok thats nt impt ;X
planned outing hao liao with MIN ; sunnu , & accompany ;
did not go out with ys & usual clicks ,
cos some didnt go , some stayed at home .
lols , so went out with MIN ; sunnu , Andy , Des , Ryan , Ken , Mango Jie & Josh Di (:
cabbed down to josh di's hse to fetch him first @ about 4pm+
then cabbed down to MIN ; sunnu's hse & fetched them to plaza sing :D
went bunk , we met up with jason first ,
den we all went to Long John & ate .
joke & chatted there ,
saw some old buddies from maplesea too (:
after that , we went to bunk & waited for Andy , Des , Mango Jie & Ken .
Ryan had NDP , so he met us after his NDP .
they wanted to eat at first , but changed their minds ,
so we went arcade & played awhile ,
then went to bunk & audi-ed awhile ,
aft that , we MRT down to clark quey ;D
walk sibei gu la , to th spot to see fireworks -.-
walk walk walk walk can die siol .
summore drizzling halfway there -,-
kns .
walked halfway , saw joseph & some ppl from his class ; (almost all from ESSS?)
say hi den walk off :X
in th end , reached liao ,
den josh di went to find val ,
so later he'll be back :D
joke & chatted at the grassy area ,
took soem candid pics ,
later i upload okay !
funny one ;X
ken , andy & des took MIN sunnu's phone & tried watching TV ,
then point th stupid antenna here & there at each other ;X
took a video of th fireworks too ,
but nt gonna upload ,
nothing special either lol . ;X
about 8pm liaos , fireworks over .
went to find Ryan ,
we went to a nearby building & slacked ,
sat around there ;D
joked again with MIN sunnu & Ryan ,
wah joke really can die la !
we keep mentioning abt th movie ; " $$ Not Enough 2 " ,
keep di siao here & there ,
" ahhhhh huiiiiii arr , jia ba liao buey ? "
lololol ;D
aft that , we talked abt some personal stuffs also :X
den we went to nearby 7-11 ;
bought some drinks & slacked outside there .
then we tried thinking of suggestions ;
Ryan suggested to goto Hotel 81 or Kbox to ton LOL .
in th end , we went to bugis & had our dinner ,
steamboat ! finally :x havent ate steamboat since a long time with friends ;D
josh di came back & find us & had steamboat too :D
but on person $18 ~.~"
CHOREEEE SIOL -.-
but we had our fun & laughter there too ;
so i guess its worth it (:
aft that , MIN sunnu had to go home :((
then wait fr cab with her , then she cabbed home D:
sobs cant ton with us :/
its okayyyyy , next time will have chance alrights ? :D
relaxxxx okay ? (:
so .. after that , we all went to nearby Pool in bugis ,
and played like siao -.-
played for 2hours ++
th table & equipment there veh good !
D:
Andy : " th ball can spin very swee on this table " .
Andy : " $$$ also can spin very swee also "
1 hour = $13 !!!!
)#*@#(*$&(@#&$(@#
nvm :/
josh di & mango jiejie sat aside ; like nth to do x_x"
split bill with Des & Ken :x
after that ,
nothing to do ler ,
was like 4am in th morning . x_x"
then we went to parklane's lan shop ,
and play CS & audi lor .
kns i so noob in CS ;x
after that about 6am liaos ,
all tired ler , so we all went home (((:
well , this is one of th best national day i've ever had ;X
hehes , thanks guys [[[[[:

as we go on , we remember ,
all the times we , had together ,
and as our life change , from whatever ,
we will still be , friends forever (((:

oh yeah , happy birthday Singapore :x

PICS ;

Heart Shape ! dumbass building blocking -.-

Fireworks :/

Andy ; Ken ; Des

See what I meant ? Playing with MIN sunnu's hp ! LOL

Singapore's night life ? :D

KEN DID THIS DURING STEAMBOAT LOLL

2008-08-09T12:11:00.002+08:00

FRIDAY(8/8/O8) (:

went back t school today :X
lols ! nothing special & much in school today ,
wore a red shirt t school lols ,
chatted & watched performance ,
then went home :/
lols ..
reached home lerh , prepared for afternoon's movie & outing ;D
aft tht , cabbed down to min & fetch her ,
rushed to plaza sing and bought tickets for " the hungry ghost festival " D:
but met up with des & ken at pasta mania first (;
bought lerh ,
went to Long John to eat ;X eat alone nia ! -.- so ps :/
aft that , we went arcade , played awhile .
&& walked around bunk .. lols .
soon ryan , andy & mango jiejie arrived ; lols .
den we went to plaza sing & it was like ,
4.4Opm already ? movie was at 4.45pm ,
but oh well nbms , there'll always be a delay of 15 mins advert (:
went in , & watched , wont say veh nice also :/
aft movie , we went to arcade slack awhile :x
then asked andy & they all if they wanna watch " $$ not enough 2 " ,
cos andy wanted to watch (: so this is my 3rd time :X
went to buy 7 tickets again , &&
watched ryan play his soccerr so funny :X
aft that , we went to food court and ate xD
after eating , went to parklane & play pool again ;X
after that , we walked back to plaza sing and went up for movies ,
saw val , siu marmie , zieng daddy && their frens ;X
talk & say hi awhile then went off for movies :D
aft watching , was about 1am liaos ,
den we all went home xD :DD
later going out again :X
hehes , cyas (:

wishing upon a star ,
hoping fr a miracle ..
but i know ,
you're gone frever ;

didnt goto school (:

2008-08-07T22:54:00.002+08:00

well , didnt goto school today .
well , you all know th reason so i dont have to say it out [:
met josh di in th morning ,
we went to his house first , to play com awhile :x
had fun [[[[[[[[[[[[:
hehs , then we went to clinic :XXXXX
dont ask me fr what (:
after that we ate at pasir ris nearby foodcourt ,
&& then we MRT down-ed to dhoby ghaut ,
went to Plaza Sing & bought tickets for ,
$$ not enough 2 , which was my 2nd time watching !
the we went in ;D
aft movie ,
we went to bugis ,
bought some clothes , *broke*
&& i cabbed home while he went to play soccerr ;D
cant wait fr tmr's national day celebration !
no classes ! yay :x
&& going out for movie AGAIN tmr afternoon ;D

PS ; no interest on doing maple private server anymore ,
when i feel like i'll do . fr now , its closed (:

doooooo i havvveeeeeee a cccrrruuushhhhhh onnnnn yoouuuuuu ?

2008-08-06T23:17:00.006+08:00

oh well ,
haven been stressing & working alot on private servers lately ,
going to be up by tomorrow i guess ? (:
having lots of test coming ,
this week & next week ,
hope i dont fail D:
looking forward to this coming friday/saturday !
finally (:
hope i can ton this weekend !
alrites , i'd just come post to keep updated fr th sake of it -.-
i'll go now b4 tio kp ;X
cyas ;

interested in pserv ? 100x exp rate , 100x meso rate , 50x drops ,
with custom FM skele maps , boss spawn rates of 1~3 hours ,
including Cash Shop feature & xchanging of mesos for cash .
a much more realistic and long-termed server ,
i dont freaking see a point in 1000x exp servs ,
it sounds dumb to me .
a rebirth ranking system is set up too !
wanna get top ?
quickly join tomorrow =x
it should be up by afternoon or night i guess ? (:

PS : I will not be a GM in this server , only a normal character , so don't ask me fr anything .

link : http://lunestams.servegame.com/

i swear i'll never let go if only you'd gave me ..
it was meant to be like this all along i guess ..
i guess its time that i woken up from tht fairytale ;
why do i love ~~you~~ .. ?
is this th kind of life it has t be ?

backs !

2008-08-04T19:23:00.003+08:00

came back home @ about 6.45pm + ?
was in school doing loads of stuffs , projects and many more ,
after that , planned to have a haircut after i left school ,
buey tahan too longg hair liao ,
keep dropping when i style -_-"""
hope after i cut tmr th Mr.DM dont catch me D:
so i went to the barber ;
and waited for 1.3hours before its my turn ._.
so freaking longgggggggg -.-
stupid lady dunno cut smlj ,
cut until so long -.-
den i fell asleep at th barber lol ! ;X
nothing much today bahs ?
hehs , cheerful class as usual , (:
i think i'd be happier when i go school ;D
funny isnt it , lol ..
oh well , i'd better get going ~
cyaaaaaaaaaaas [:

Goodbye Lunesta ,
i might be still playing ,
had lots of fun with you guys from june holidays ,
till now (:
thanks fr th wonderful memories ;

saturday ..

2008-08-03T14:22:00.003+08:00

SATURDAY

usual day .. sentosa again ..
this time it's ryan aka x33koro 's bday ,
happy birthday ! (:
well , woke up , prepared , fetched josh di & min sunnu to bunk ,
went to buy tickets for night movie first with josh di ! [:
watching , " The Mummy " .
bought 2 tickets and ate lunch at The Cathay ,
den walked to bunk and met up with th rest ,
then played audi awhile ,
and left for Sentosa (again) .. *sian* ..
today went out with kinda lots of peeps too ,
girlgirl , yingsi sunnu , min sunnu , josh di , jason , xinmin , koro , gin , shawn , jason (GTR) & some else i cant really rmb , sorry !
went to same old beach , sat on rocks with shawn & josh di .
chatted and send songs here n there .
then at night we went back , about 8pm plus lerh ,
rushed for cab , & cabbed down back to The Cathay ,
while th rest went home ? (:
watched movie ,
me and josh di took seperate cab ,
he went home while i went to Jing Wen's hse ,
passed her a disc & went home (:
fcking taxi fare so ex -.-""""

walk away ,
i've lost tht confidence ..
starting to get use to th usual life again ... (:

so fucked up ..

2008-08-02T01:47:00.003+08:00

FRIDAY

just came back home ,
fucked up zzz .
come back late nia keep tio gan by mother ,
everytime kpkb zZz . bth ,
bo mood lor , knn .
everytime ask this & that , wtf .
worry also worry until like that ,
not like i dont know how to think zzz .
cant stand parents not understanding us nowadays ,
its just so fuck up .

didnt goto school again ,
voice became worse ,
afternoon went out ,
usual friday outing ,
with des , ryan , ken , min & mango .
went to bugis first with min & mango ,
bought a shirt & went to amk hub for movies ,
waited for the rest to come .
watched " Money not enough " , whatever the full title is .
after that abt 1Opm++ ,
went K8 and played pool again ,
dulanzzz .
play until 12.3Oam ,
woohoo , tio gan liao .
tio kp , took cab home without taking my stuffs .
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck _l_
goodnites ;

im like a nobody now ,
th wonderful times are gone ,
it'll never come back ,
praying fr a miracle ,
but does that happen to me ?
i guess not ,
i have nobody to rely onto now ,
nobody who will really listen to my problems .
i dont feel happy anymore .
its just all lies & deceptions ,
what fr continue to live on ?
seems pointless ,
i've lost my confidence in me .
i can never stand strong like ,
i tried the last time .
feel like sobbing now ..
i swear ,
i'll never be happy anymore ...

2008-07-31T14:28:00.002+08:00

didnt goto school today ,
my throat & head
getting worse worseeeeeeee ]:
woke up with a huge headache >.<
sorry girl , late reply for your sms :S
sms-ed some ppl , saying that i wasnt going to school ,
gonna rest at home and prepare for tomorrow's english project presentation x_x"
must memorise so much thing :[
oh well , secretly using com now ,
supposed to rest now -.-
oh well ,
dont know if i can go out tomorrow ,
feeling so bad ! T_T
god bless me ,
please recover asap ,
i hate this feeling inside me D:
oh well , i'd get going now ... cyas ..... :D

i'd love you ,
but ..
hahs ...
i don't know ....?

sian sian sian sain

2008-07-28T16:52:00.002+08:00

sian sian sian sian sians !
jus came home from school ,
so freaking bored .
tomorrow there is a POA test .
i can go hong gan liao lol ,
dont really know how to do X_X
omg someone save me ! ~.~"
bahhhhhhhhh ,
lifeeeee is boringgggggg .
how to ennnnjoyyyyyyyy sia .
cant even find the simplest thing to be happy about ..
i think i stop here le ba :/
nth to write about also . T.T
getting veh boring as day passes by ..
tatahs [:

oooooh , wheeereeeee areeeeeeee yooooouuuuuu ?

boring day again ..

2008-07-27T02:19:00.004+08:00

SUNDAY

Well , this morning received a call from girlgirl (: heh , thanks [:
& supposed to have 2 tuitions today , but in the end , got scolded by mother .
for not returning home early ._." so cancelled both of them lol .
so i didnt go home , ate KFC at val's hse ( thanks for th treat! )
and then cabbed down to Tampines Mall & josh di went home .
had a movie with sch mates , Nicholas Setho (3E5) , Asyraf(3E2) , El-Zern(3E2) ,
@ 2.45pm , reached at 2.4Opm ? lol ! heng :x
watched " The Dark Knight " again , 2.45hours movie ,
can rot lol .
after watching , walked around and we cabbed down to Far East Plaza ,
while El-Zern went home . awwww .
walked around to buy clothes ! :D
at th same time was sms-ing girlgirl , but sorry , couldnt pei you t sms thruout D:
then , we walked up and down , and i bought kinda lots of clothes ? lols .
asyraf & setho bought too ! [:
i spent about $217 ++ on just shirts ? -_-"
kns so ex lol , must save more money next time T.T
but i guess i wont be buying anymore clothes so soon , from now . ;x
shopped till 8pm , we all had to go home then , parents kpkb .
so we all cabbed home !
BORING , TMR IS SCH DAY ! (#&$(@#&$(@#$
:((((((((((((((((((((
tatas !

my heart grew an oblivion ;
deep deep hole down there ..
will you mend it for me ? <3

SATURDAY

met up with xueting girlgirl , yingsi sunnu & gin @ yishun this morning ,
girl went t sell her mum's phone , den we went to eat at a nearby coffeeshop [:
after eating , we went t meet vivi at far east .
they bought some bags & stuffs lol ,
after that , we went to bunk and met up with ,
josh di , weihao , rit , koro , min sunnu , her twinneh , jason , xin min & jonie !
then we MRT-ed to habourfront , went to collect rit's cake ,
with ys sunnu , girl , josh di & koro .
after that we went to buy some drinks and stuffs ,
and we met up with the rest at vivocity's top level ,
we bought tickets and went to the monorail to sentosa ,
got in monorail , alighted at the beach station ,
and we walked and chatted .
we found a spot to put our stuffs ,
and they started playing (:
i walked away towards th rocks facing towards de ocean and sat down there for almost a whole day ,
geh sian sia . but nvm , at least the breeze is keeping me cool-ed down [:
at night ,
val , siu marmie and zieng papa came over to Sentosa and met us :D
they chatted awhile , while i was still at th rocks ,
after awhile , we went back ,
back to home sweet home ,
but i didnt want to go home ,
so here i am , ending up in val's house with josh di .
i'll get going now ,
cyas , looking towards next wk's ton :O

black & white ;

backkkkkkks {:

2008-07-26T00:03:00.002+08:00

jusssssssss cameeeee backkkkkk [:
hehs , went out with min sunnu , andy , des , ryan , mango jiejie , ken !
we went to watch " Prom Night " @ Orchard Cineleisure :D
hehes ,
movie not so bad , kinda nice .
noticed one thing abt horror movies nowadays ,
there ain't really a "ghost" , its more of LOUD sounds and violence -_-
siannnnn de lor . ]:
went and cineleisure first with sunnu and bought , 7 tickets [:
actually wanted to eat but no time no eat lol x_x"
so went up , and waited for them :P
they arrived and bought some popcorns and went in =D
watched , [:
after movie , we went to 8th floor and played pool :D
my first time playing ;X
LOL . so noob x_x"
]]]]]]]]:
oh well , after pool ,
went down to basement and ate at a korean cuisine :D
ate and chatted around there for some time until like 1O.3Opm ?
then they chased us out , cuz they were closing T.T"
den we slacked outside cineleisure awhile , chatted and joked here and there ;
and shortly after , we all went home [:
hehes ,
looking forward tomorrow ! =D

will you ?

another boring day ; [:

2008-07-24T19:18:00.002+08:00

heya ! :D
im so freaking bored out here ,
had lessons in school until 4.30pm++ ? :/
den after school went to nearby mac and playground to slacked awhile ,
with Kennth , Eugene(3E3) , Nicholson , Jia Man ! (:
haven't slacked like this for a long time ! :/
well , enjoyed my day today with them ! [: thanks guys ;
anyway ,
i dont know why ,
my emotions are kinda unstable for some reason ._.
i dont know whats going on ,
oh please dont say i lai ang , -_-"
well , maybe im worrying too much for someone ;X
umm , AIYAH , dont wanna say ler ,
im fine . i guess so ,
enjoyinggggggggggggggggg lifeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
to thhhhhhhhhhhhhhh fulllllllessssssttttttttt ! (:
oh well im bored , gt nth to post . LOLS ,
cyas !
weekends are here ! :D

oh yeah ,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIANG LONG !
SUCH A NICE BDAY DATE YOU HAVE !
24/7 ! (:
best wishes ;
gabb ;)

girlgirl , look at th positive side of life yeah !
there are much more things worth being concerned for =P
don't let your hopes down just like that ! (:
dont make boyboy sad ! D:

another boring day ..

2008-07-23T14:32:00.004+08:00

jus came home from school ,
nth much happened today ,
almost kena caught for hair .
god dammit , -_-
went home str8 after school ,
got nth better to do in sch anyway .
next week will have numerous tests ,
oh well , boring .
have been sleeping in class lots of times .
sianxzxzxzxzxz .
now waiting for girlgirl to msg me ,
and waiting for her to get online ,
arbo i sure DIE .
boring like hell lol x_x"
guess i'll get going .. cyas xD

S>2jia6huang5 with 14wa bwg , 14dex earring , 57wa fury locked inside .
call 93908679 ty (:

do i .. ?

another boring day ,

2008-07-22T18:23:00.003+08:00

jus came back home from vivo ,
so tired out ,
just another boring day ba .
school is so fuck up boring ,
slept thruout alot of lessons .
anyway , after the bell rung at 1.55pm ,
quickly rushed to tampines interchange ,
and took mrt to dhoby ghaut .
then waited for xueting girlgirl , yingsi sunnu , min sunnu & her twinneh D:
shortly they came , then we mrt-ed to vivo [:
we went to foodcourt and ate lunch first ,
after that we slacked on top of vivo ~
where the swimming pools were .
chatted awhile and someone asked us to go somewhr to watch a performance ._.
damn childish zzz .
after th performance , koro , weihao arrived .
then we walked around vivocity & habourfront to look for th cake .
ordered it and we all went home (:
cyas ;

hmmm ?
i feel ~~sad~~ ? ..
or not .
hmmm ...?

another outing! :D

2008-07-20T03:55:00.003+08:00

well , came bac around 3am from Orchard !
ok lets talk about today ! (Saturday)
today , woke up at around 5am ? -_-"
had this school's charity bazaar thing :/
met up with nicholson at 201 ,
and we walked to mac near T-Mart and i ate breakfast !
so hungry lor , arbo later bo lat carry newspaper !
this year , all sec 3s are supposed to collect newspaper
from one whole block , having total of 8 blocks for each class !
my group -> Nicholson , Joey , Natalie , Asyraf & I .
knn slacker group lor ,
asyraf pon sch nvr come ! _l_ !!!!
grrrs ...
den nicholson went with natalie & i went with joey ,
to different levels of th block :D
and we collect dao siao ! -_-
newspaper madness & was heavy like hell .
after that we brought back th newspapers to another block where we're suppose to assemble .
then we went back to school ,
saw and walked around th parade square , looking at wad th sec 2s are selling lols .
at about 11.20am ,
i rushed back home ,
hearing that Lunesta was down ! -_-"
then went to bath shortly & prepared to go out :D
met min sunnu under her block and we cabbed to plaza sing / th cathay .
we're watching " The Dark Knight " ,
but The Cathay was almost fully booked .
so we went to Plaza Sing and bought first row seats ! -_-"
10 tickets in total ;X
Andy , Ken , Mango , Des , Ryan , Royce , Yang , Kelly , Min & I :D
b4 going in , saw YingSi sunnu , XueTing girlgirl , ViVi , Ryan (Koro) , Ritchie :D
after that ,
we went up and in at about 4.30pm and watched =x
SCREEN SO BIG @.@"
:X but nvms , can watch can le =x hehs ,
th movie is nice , lots of actions ! more of boys' movie :X
after th movie , we went t foodcourt and ate (:
after eating , we're still deciding where to go .
so we planned and walked to The Cathay : Cineleisure or smt liddat :X
went to th pool place , watch ryan , andy & ken played (:
slowly learning ok ! :X
after that , we planned to watch a midnight movie again !
wanted to watch The Strangers but there wasn't a midnight show for it :/
so we watched "P2" .
th movie was quite violent tho -_-
much more to violent than horror ,
after movie , cabbed home and SLEEP liaos !
looking forward to next weekend ! :D
tatas ,

missing piece in my heart (:

bored !

2008-07-19T00:40:00.002+08:00

terribly , horribly , vegetibly
fucked up bored nowadays .
getting sick of th computer for some miraculous reason . -_-
and my life is like tearing apart ,
im so confused and feeling so fucked up inside all th time .
dont know why either ._.
something is wrong but i jus cant seem to know what's th problem !
o well ,
i'm trying to get used to this life ,
hoping to go out more often rather than stayin at home ,
sitting in front of the com ,
with nothing to do and always ending up dozing off on my keyboard .
i dont really know what i really want now .
you can say that i'm weird ,
but i really dont know what i'm really thinking of .
everything and everyone around me is like , fading apart .
further and further ..
looked at my maplesea screenshots this afternoon ,
and realised how much fun i'd had th past 2 years .
life to me seems to get even boringggg as each day passes by .
tomorrow's my charity bazaar , hope that everything will work out well ,
after tht , going out to meet friends , dont know what will happen .
maybe going for a movie ,
oh my god , so fucking boring can ?
booooooorrrinnnggggggg like shit at home -_-"
i wanna ton out once again ,
but who can i ton with ?
waiting fr th holidays to come ..
but its so faaaarrrrrrrrrrrrr away ..
cheerup gab .. cheerup ..
gone ,

do i miss your presence ..?
th feeling is so fuck up inside :/

revamped ?!

2008-07-17T01:10:00.002+08:00

alright ,
guess i might be back to blogging ? o.O
thanks shhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaaa ~
for th help ~ for changing my skin and blah blah blah ~
;X
haven't been good lately ,
kinda moody for th past few weeks .
but i'll still try to cheer up ! :D :D
alright its getting late ..
i'd better go now . -_-

thanks porky a.k.a shha again ! ;D

it all ended :(

2008-05-25T16:02:00.002+08:00

well , baby xue and gab's story is over ;
both of us has stopped writing already ,
well , really sad ,
didnt expect this to happen ,
its such a huge blow to me .
first shes gone ,
second , my maple account eq's are all lost .
brokedown for few days ,
but i still have to be strong ,
waiting for her to come back ,
yesterday night sobbed outside bunk ,
thanks yingsi sunnu , koro , josh di , jason , minnymin sunnu ,
and of course , xue girlgirl ,
for comforting me ..
it doesnt matter who her next boy will be ,
but i hope it would be a pleasant and wonderful relationship ,
maybe im just not good enough for girlgirl ,
now all i can do is just wait ,
i still believe in eternity girlgirl ,
say that im stupid ,
or wadever ,
but im determined to go on ..
life without you is terrible ,
missing the smell of your romatic hair ,
the warmth from your hugs ,
and the sweetness in your lips ,
the cute little smiles you give me everytime .
i may not be the best for you ,
but girl ,
you have to be strong ,
anythng can be solved if your willing to do it .
im trying my best ,
to be happy ,
but whats more important is ,
you have to be happy too ,
holiays are here ,
relax yourself ,
dont think too much anymore ,
if theres a need ,
im always here for you .
wonderful memories flowed through my mind yesterday ,
when i slept at Henry's ( Raid3n ) house ,
didnt went home . josh di slept over there too .
well ,
at his house ,
there was this little damn cute dog ,
that slept beside me yesterday :D
now i finally know why girlgirl wanted a dog (:
well , i ought to be going now ,
i wont edit this blog unless girlgirl edits her's or wants me to edit .
cya guys (:
as days comes by , everyday , would be a better day (:
girl , you're always in my heart ,
forever ,
only you have the heart key ..

here's the picture of the dog (:

gone , but not forgotten ;

saturday (:

2008-05-19T22:18:00.002+08:00

last saturday ,
met up with baby again ,
it was our 1 year anniversary :D
hehs , the day has finally come ,
we've known and love each other for such a long time ,
i feel blessed :D
met up with josh di first ,
he came to my house and shortly we left for bunk ,
listening to my hp while he was crazily playing my psp ,
on the MRT (:
reached bunk ,
saw baby and yingsi sunnu ,
and we went to KFC to have lunch ;D
chatted and joked there ,
shortly after we went back bunk o.o
we opened coms and played ,
baby training her maple character while josh di and i were cabal-ing (:
jason and xin min soon arrived too ,
jason zaking while xin min audi-ing (:
at about 5.30pm ,
we offed coms and went to Plaza Sing to buy baby's shoes ,
something happened along but dont wanna say it (:
chose a pair of nice slippers for baby and bought them for her ;
heh , ^^
after that ,
we went to kopitiam and ate ,
after eating , we walked around Plaza Sing ,
while jason and xin min went back to bunk .
after that , time passed so quickly and saturday was almost over ,
cabbed baby home and josh di gonna stay at my house till monday (:

happy 1 year anniversary my dearest girl ,
you're all that i have and only will have :D
iloveyous girl , x3
17O5O7 (:

friday (:

2008-05-19T22:02:00.002+08:00

last friday , finally could met up with baby again ,
miss her so much :(
we both didnt go school ,
so she met me earlier (:
she came to my house ,
then we went out together :D
we went to The Cathay near Plaza Sing ,
bought the tickets ; " Accuracy of Death " ,
it was a fantasy romance show then .
after that ,
gave baby a treat at Billy Bombers ;D
heh , we ate and chatted happily until 5.30pm ,
when our movie was at 5.15pm lols !~ =x
this treat was my so called , " dinner ? " for our 1 year anniversary ,
on last saturday , 17O5O8 (:
so after eating ,
we rushed to the movies .
i stared at the screen and fell asleep -_-
the movie was BORING ! -.-
baby and i dont know whats going on !
so , we both fell asleep in the cinema =x
woke baby up after the movie ,
then sent her home (:

muacks baby girl ,
our 1 year anniversary ,
(:
ilovesyous :D

finally (:

2008-05-09T23:11:00.002+08:00

finally exams are over !
and can meet baby up =D
yesterday ,
after my POA paper ,
baby waited for me outside school ;D
hehs ,
we went to my house then we went out (:
hired a taxi and went jurong point -.=
dam far , but baby wanted to go ,
so go loh ;D
played psp while baby slept on my shoulder =P
hehes , wad a pig she is x )
reached liao ,
taxi fare about $22 ? -__-
kns so ex !
but nvm ,
went jurong point , walked around ,
lots and lots of places to eat ,
got mac ar , kfc , long john , pizza hut , she mo dou you =.-
so baby chose mac (:
den we ordered , sat down and ate =D
after eating ,
we walked around ,
looking for stuffs .
baby bought a wrapper for a birthday present only ,
while me ,
nothing to buy at all -.-
within 1 and a half hours , we walked the whole jurong point =.=
den felt soo bored .
den we decided to go IMM (:
took a cab again ,
bo bian , dunno way in jurong =X
den got the stupid extra 35% charge ,
charge until $12 -_-
sians !
walked around ,
MANY places to eat also ,
just that this time there was swensens (:
walked around again ,
not much time left tho ,
it was about 6pm ,
we had to have dinner about 7pm ,
den nid send baby home le :(
baby bought some clips ,
den nothing to walk le ,
dam sian lor .
den it was about 7pm+
so we went to swensens for dinner (:
baby ordered a chocolate fondue :O
while i jus ate baked rice ~
gosh , i was feeling so thirsty ,
gobbled down 4 cups of ice water -_-
fondue was served ,
was pretty nice ;D
so baby ate almost the whole thing lols ,
while i ate my rice (:
aft eating ,
we wereeee sooo bloated ~.~
toooo fulllllllllll
first time eat swensens eat until i scared liao . :/
stomach wasnt feeling right lols .
baby's one too ; *sayangs*
so , paid the bill and waited for taxi ,
den fetched baby home :D
waiting for the next outing my dear ! =D

muacks ! ~
our 1 year anniversary is coming soon (:
but it doesn't matter ,
im very sure we'll last longer than that ~
we'll last forever my girl ( x

sry ..

2008-05-01T01:56:00.002+08:00

sorry baby ..
i didnt give you a happy 3rd month ..
im really sorry ,
hais ..
sorry my dear girl ,
doesnt matter if you dont forgive me ,
stay happy and study hard for exams ;

happy 3rd month anniversary baby x3

last outing T_T

2008-04-25T21:22:00.003+08:00

today met up with baby again ~
last time le :/
today was the starting of my compo exams x.x
think will flung for chinese :/
but oh well , nvm about that .
baby cabbed down to my hse at abt 2.45pm ++
as i was preparing ~
going to cut hair soon ,
too long cant style le X_X
we went to Plaza Sing to buy baby's electronic dictionary ,
for her compo exam on monday o.o
den we went to Long John and ate lunch xD
went to bunk and saw yingsi sunnu and minnymin ;
den went back to plaza sing ,
not knowing where to go x.x
in the end ,
we went to Toa Payoh to buy a present for MsTianTian o.o
lols ,
buy le den went popular to buy lots and lots of stationeries ;
for oncoming exams xD
hehes ,
buy le , walked aroud and fetched baby home :(
missing her lots T.T
after exams den can meet again x.x
goodlucks and study hard my girl =D

looooovessssyou :)
muacks !
gabx3xue
O1O2O8 ;
3rd month and 1st year coming soon ~ :D

last outings till exams are over :D

2008-04-19T23:12:00.007+08:00

yesterday , went out with baby !
met her quite early as both of us had speech day ,
i had halfday off , while she doesnt have sch . lol ,
hehs , miss her luhs T.T
we planned to goto the , newly opened ,
Kallang Leisure Park :O
its a new shopping mall .
so after baby came to my hse ,
we cabbed down :D
we both were hungry :X
hehs , baby saw a place that sells sushi for 99cents each ,
so we went up and see .
there was buffet ,
so we took the buffet :D
went in and starting orderin xP
ate and chatted ~
chat finish le ,
we walked around ,
happened to walk into a shop that caught my attention ,
there were cute bears ,
that could be modify and you can put letters on it :O
so in my head ,
wanted to get one secretly for baby =P
hehes ,
well , ordered two bears ,
one for a friend and of course ,
the other is for baby (:
the person asked me to walk around for about 1O mins ,
aft 1O mins , i returned and took the presents :D
but baby didnt see that i bought one for her ,
hehes xP
baby wanted to go home ler ,
quite early T.T
but no choice , she going for dinner at night :(
miss her ! ;D
so , we went to starbucks and bought a drink ,
walked our way our as we couldn't find the taxi stand .
hired and came and fetched baby home :D
inside the taxi ,
secretly put the bear inside baby's bag , xD
a surprise for her =P
ok i'll go now :D
den now mus wait another 2-3 wks to see baby agn T_T

here's a picture of the bear =P

SOBS !
cant see you for 3weeks ,
but rest assure ,
nothing will happen my dear ~
i will still love you till the end =D
muacks !
O1O2O8 x3

sorry ..

2008-04-14T05:18:00.000+08:00

sorry girl , i just have too much to think of ..

ilovesyous always ,

saturday ~ (;

2008-04-13T23:09:00.002+08:00

went out with baby yesterday ,
met her at bunk at about umm ,
1pm+ ? was kinda late .
we wanted to go Suntec City early ~
but was held back by somethings in bunk .
well , at about 3pm+ , we then went to Suntec ,
met up with jason , with jia ming following us .
we mrt-ed down to City Hall and walked quite ,
a distance before we reached Suntec .
we were hungry ,
so we went to Pasta Mania to have lunch ,
ordered our food and ate then ,
after eating ,
we walked around .
went to the arcade to play .
after leaving the arcade ,
baby wanted to eat Haagen Daz ,
but got no money ~
but i insist on going there ~
so well , we ordered a 2 scooped ice cream ,
sat down and enjoyed xD
chatted awhile , and i went to Kopitiam and ate dinner .
eat finish liao ,
it was about like 9pm plus then ,
cabbed baby home ~
den i went home too ( :
sians , exams coming ler ,
all jy study hard wor xD
tatas !

missing you my dear :(
always in my heart ,
iloveyou .. <3

another wonderful outing :D

2008-04-11T23:20:00.002+08:00

finallyyyyyyyyyyyy meeting my girl again :D
chiong back from school today ,
prepared and reached baby's house at about 3pm+ ?
huge jam -__-
den we went to Cathay and bought movieee tickets for ,
" Run Papa Run ! " ,
lols , she wanted to watch so ya lorrrr ~
bring her go watch =P
but before i met her ,
i went to T-Mart and bought the slimesss .
buy give baby play lols !
scared she bored nothing to do at home ,
so buy for her =X
3 different colours =P
oh well , just want my girl to be happy (:
after buying the tickets ,
we went to the place baby wanteddd to eattttttt for a longgggg timeeeeee ~
LONG JOHNS ! o.O
so we ate lunch there xD
den chatted awhile before going to movie .
the movie isnt so bad ,
quite funny and cute lols .
got some touching parts too =x
den we went to bunk after movie ,
on com for awhile ,
like less than a dollar ?
den we off and went home le lols .
tomorrow going out with her again XD
but last meeting is next week bah ,
exams coming le :(
sianzzzzzzzz ,
dunno when to start revising also .
borrrrringgggggggggggg !
ok i shall go now :D
tatas (x

you will always be the one ,
i'll ,
love ,
forever .
girl .
(:
ilovesyou :D

another wonderful outing :D

2008-04-04T23:18:00.002+08:00

CHIONGGGGGG back from school ,
bathed and everything and prepared going out with my baby ~
met her at about 2pm+ ? under her block xD
she wanted to buy some handphone stuffs ,
so we went to Wisma to buy her things xD
reach there le den cannot find ,
so we went to Lucky Plaza instead .
in the end , we found it xD
den buy le we walked around .
baby and i were hungry ,
she wanted to eat Long John's but there wasn't any nearby ,
so we went to Taka's Mos Burger instead xD
we ate and joked there ~
chatted awhile before we left :D
baby then wanted to buy a comb ,
so we went searching around Taka ~
but there wasn't any nice ones ,
or cheap ones . so we went out of Taka ,
went to Paragon to find .
in the end we didnt find too ~
den we went to a Hereen , to Muji .
i didnt know wad kind of shop it was at first ,
baby found a comb that she liked and i also found out someting too ~
i found the pen i wanted to buy LONGGGGGGGG lonngggggg time ago ,
but i just couldn't find it .
finally found it here ! xD
thanks baby ~ x )
after that ,
we went to Grand Hyatt Hotel ~
baby wants to get married at that hotel ,
so i said , " Lets go in and take a walk "
so we did , looked around inside ,
saw a beautiful waterfall ,
and we sat around there for quite some time ,
chatting again :D
then after ,
baby wanted to eat Japanese food ,
so we walked to a nearby restaurant near Far East ,
went in and ate our dinner xD
after dinner ,
she had to go home ~ then i fetched her home xD
aww :(
plus tomorrow she's not going to go out T_T
im gonna miss her ~ :(
well , im not going out too ~
i'll be staying at home for the first time i guess ? o.o lols .
well doesn't matter ~
i'll wait till next week T_T
sweeeeeet sweeeeet day again xP

you're mine now .. x )
O4O4O8 ~
another special date xD
ilovesyous girl ~

baby's flag day :D

2008-03-30T22:15:00.002+08:00

yesterday was baby's flag day :O
she woke me up at around 8am+
den i prepared and met her at about 1Oam+ o.o
met her at toa payoh then ,
saw her holding her can in sch uniform !
so cute LOL ! xD
den we went around , she asked for donations while i watched her .
after that , we went to bunk ,
i went in bunk with the can and asked the lady for donations =X
she said , " KA NA SAI ! liddat also can ! "
den she no choice but donate lor xD
then we went to swensens at Plaza Sing to eat breakfast ~
hehes , den we went to bunk outside there and slacked lols ;X
aft that , we went to Cathay to buy movie tickets , " Shutter " .
den we went back to Lavender as baby had to return the can ;O
barely even half full i would say =X
den we went back to bunk & baby changed into outing clothes ,
played at bunk until 5.35pm , which was movie time !
jason , xin min , josh , baby and i den went to Cathay ,
aft the movie ,
we went to eat at KFC's ,
and we mentioned about the past , each other's past .
kinda interesting how we get to know each other xD
hehs ,
aft dinner ,
cabbed baby and josh home
and
i went home too LOL -_- duh .
byesssss :D

loving you forever ,
holding you close to me ,
till you remember ,
your mine forever - (:

nothing much ..

2008-03-22T22:12:00.003+08:00

well , once again , woke up late at 1O.3Oam ,
but went bunk late again ~.~
damn sian sia ,
reached bunk around 1.3Opm+ ,
josh di and i on-ed com ,
baby didnt want to on tho ,
played about 4 plus then we went for lunch ,
was feeling damn hungry .
so we went to plaza sing to eat .
eat halfway , jason and xin min came by ,
asked us if we wanted to watch movie after eating .
so we all agreed and watched " Horton " ,
the elephant cartoon show -_- ,
kinda boring in the middle part lols ,
baby hugged me so tight and almost fell asleep lols ~
after the movie ,
we cabbed home as usual =D
wanna meet baby again soon :(

imissyou girl :(
let us never be apart =D

sky of love ; {:

2008-03-20T21:50:00.002+08:00

went back to sch today ,
aft sch ,
was supposed to stay back for LOTS of things ,
but had something on ,
so well forget it ,
after sch , immediately rushed out of school to meet baby ,
she was once there again , waiting for me =X
hehes , thanks my dear ~ (:
went to my house to changed first ,
then we left house ,
cabbed down to Cathay near Plaza Sing ~
den we bought tickets for the movie ; " Sky of Love " ~
finally we're gonna watch it lols :D
den before the movie ,
we went to billy bombers and ate lunch ,
i ordered kinda little ,
but little did i expect that when the food came ,
they came in HUGE plates and LOTS in quantity !
can say i never really eaten this before lah ,
but never expect until so much mah -__-
but since we rarely come here to such expensive place ,
we jus stuff everything we could in lor =X
hehs ,
den baby ordered honey crusted chicken or something like that ,
ahahahs , den when it came ,
we were shocked !
we thought it was gonna be like chicken chops or something similar ~
but nooooo ~ the chickens are not cut ! -_-
den help baby cut lor ;X
hehes ,
the onion rings i ordered ,
i thought there would only be like 1O rings ?
in the end i think i ate over 2O rings -_-
can die sia =.=
~.~
lols , doesnt matter , can skip dinner le ;X
even now , i still feel so full ! ;O
den its was movie time ;D
went up and watched ,
hugged baby as we watched xP
the show's really nice !
anyone who loves romance should watch it =P
den after the movie ,
we went to Plaza Sing and collected baby's MP3 ,
den after that i fetched her home (:
a sweet day afterall =D

loving you always (x
muacks !

once again , another happy outing xD

2008-03-15T22:32:00.002+08:00

today woke up pretty late ,
was really dam late when i reached bunk .
about 2pm + ?
usually i would be there about 12.30pm+
well doesnt matter xD
went out with baby once again ,
luckily she could come out =x
or else i sure dunno wad to do de T_T
we're gonan watch " Step Up 2 " today as planned ;D
lucky have couple seats =x
lols ~ (:
played at bunk quite some time ,
then Lewis ( NuiNuiDk 2nd User ) came and find me lols ,
chatted awhile then josh di , xue baby and i went to Mos Burger ;
to have lunch xD
aft eating , went back to bunk , audi-ed & mapled awhile then about 6pm ,
off com lerhs den we went to watch our movie =D
inside movie baby kept " arm chio " at me lols !
dunno why also ;X
hehes , after movie , we cabbed home :D
so fast another day passed le ,
sch gonna reopen soon T_T
sians ! ):
enjoy the last of it guys ~ ;D

ilovesyous girl !
O1O2O8 lasts forever ;D

movie again ;D

2008-03-14T20:55:00.002+08:00

yesterday didnt slept well ,
only had 3 hours of slept .
but doesnt matter ,
dont know why i dont feel tired at all ~
josh di was zaking thru the night -_-
anyways , met up wif baby at her fren's house ,
as she was doing a project ,
we wanted to watch a movie ' Sky Of Love ' at 4pm+
left hse and cabbed to Upper Thomson Road ?
its sure gonna be damn ex again ,
but its alright .
fetched baby to bunk and met up with huimin ( MinnyMin ) .
we checked the timings but there wasn't a 4pm+ slot :/
so we watched ' The Water Horse ' instead , @5pm .
wanna make baby really happy today , xD
as i treated her the past two days like shyt -_- =x
hehes , sorry T_T
xP
tmr gonna go out again ,
but of course with a bigger group ,
gonna watch Step Up 2 ?
hope there are slots tmr =x
okaes , i'll go now ,
cyas !

ilovesyous my baby girl ,
forever xD
O1O2O8 <3

suntec

2008-03-11T21:38:00.004+08:00

today , early morning woke up ,
and prepared for the day xD
went to baby's hse t fetch her to bunk xP
then we went Plaza Sing first and went to
repair her MP3 , then after that we went to bunk .
we played until 4plus and
planned to go suntec ,
actually she wanted to watch a movie ; ' Sky Of Love ' ?
but there weren't any couple seats so we planned to catch it
on saturday instead :/
we went to suntec and walked around ,
baby was hungry so we went to ' Food Republic ' ,
and she ate duck rice .
she bought bundung ,
and i asked her ,
" baby what do you like to drink besides bundung ? "
she said ; " chee hua cha " ( crysenthemum tea ? )
dunno how to spell =x
then aft eating ,
we met up with Josh Di , Koro and MinnyMin .
we walked around ,
baby wanted to buy a VCD / DVD ; Titanic .
after numerous attempts of searching ,
we finally found the last 2 pieces of it xD
it was kinda ex , about $3O ?
but since she wants it so badly ,
so we bought it xD
then after that ,
i was hungry then ,
we went back to ' Food Republic ' and ,
i ate , she didnt .
so i also had to buy a drink ,
then i bought " chee hua cha " xD
and shared wif baby xP
hehes ,
after eating ,
we had to go home ,
koro , min & josh di took MRT home ,
while baby and i waited for 8pm so that the 35% charge from the taxi ,
will go off xD
hehes , wad a day (x

missing you my dear girl ~ ( x
ilovesyous
O1O2O8 x3

sentosa agn ! :D

2008-03-08T22:45:00.002+08:00

today was kinda a special day ,
in me and baby's relationship life ,
i've realised that we have never eaten breakfast tgt before .
as much as she wants to have a Swesens breakfast ,
so i woke up today specially at 8am and prepared for her {:
by 9.45 i was in the taxi waiting for her ,
den we went to Bishan's Junction 8 and had our breakfast .
along the way , i told baby to bring the letters she wrote for me ;
so i read it as we were walking along .
aft reading ,
realising how deeply in love she was in ,
how foolish and bendan she is xD
hehes , i loves you too my baby girl ,
im gonna stay by ur side forever xP
baby very sweet orh =x hehes .
okok , then we ordered a somewhat something like ,
scrambled egg set D:
after eating ,
we took MRT to bunk ,
den booked com ,
played ,
waited for the rest to come .
we planned to go Sentosa today ,
so about 3 plus , when everyone arrived ,
we went to habour front and den bought tickets xD
den we took the monorail and dropped at " beach station " O:
strolled on the beach with baby for quite awhile ,
Sentosa's food is really expensive ,
one small cup of ice cream cost about $4.2O -__-"
well baby still bought it for the sake of eating it =x
den we walked walked walked , den stopped at Delifrance ,
slacked over there :D
about 6pm plus ~
we went back to habourfront ,
then went for our dinner .
baby , josh and i went to Sakae Sushi to eat xD
havent been eating there quite awhile
so alrdy plan to go there this wk ^^
after that we cabbed home :D
what an extraordinary special day xD
a breakfast with the one you love x )

hugging you tightly ,
never wanna let you go again girl ;
ilovesyous (: